I loved the story but I will never forget what he did to Yumi, I'll never. The author may develop Ka and make excuses to justify his behavior but no matter what he have been through, NOTHING JUSTIFIES THE FACT THAT HE WAS ABUSIVE toward Yumi.
Yumi is such a baby and he deserves the best.
The author wasn’t even trying to justify the abuse. Here is an extremely good explanation by “Meow Nyann” :
A lot of people reading this lack empathy and it shows. The author made this story NOT to justify abuse but to show that no matter how much of a trash someone is, it is never too late for anyone to still find themselves and change for the better. Not once was abused justified in this story, if anything it was acknowledged even by Kan chan himself. The author simply showed how circumstances can change someone even though they used to be brightest person, and some damages just can’t be fixed so the best solution is to get a new one.
That’s why kan chan is no longer the old kan chan from high school nor the abusive lover. He didn’t try to “fix” what was broken because he knew it couldn’t be fixed. He didn’t apologize to Yumi because he knew Yumi would forgive him and what he did was unforgivable. Instead he kept that “broken” part of himself as a reminder to become better, to seek a new self.
Everyone deserves a second chance. I’ve seen so many documentaries of ex convicts who still can’t forgive themselves for the crimes they did but they’re trying their best to live a new life as a better person. And honestly who are we to crucify Kan-chan? He doesn’t even forgive himself and is punishing himself for the rest of his life for it, what more do you want? Does his past reduce him to less than a human being that deserves happiness? Life is Yin and Yang, you can sympathize with Yumi as a victim but why do people turn a blind eye that Kan chan is also sexually and physically abused for at least 5 years at his old company?
He thought he doesn’t deserve love after he broke up with Yumi, he punished himself and shunned everyone out (that’s why everyone finds him unfriendly and intimidating). but with Shuuna he is able to feel like a human again. He’s trying his best to pick himself back up but why are people still putting him down?
the author was never trying to make excuses bro. did you really even read the story?
Preach
If Hwi ended up getting hurt I don't know what I'll do (⊙…⊙ )
SAMEE
Imma set that building on fire. Hwi is too precious for me.
Bruh I can't take this shit anymore, I hate yahwi so much rn. Ik that jooin is probably gonna ended up together with him BUT I want to see him being happy with Cain ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
I feel the same ㅠㅠ
This is probably the best dj I've ever read!
The end got me. Even tho they love each other, they will never regain their memories at the same time :(. At least they know that they will always fall in love in a infinite loop （/TДT)/
What happend to the art? And the plot?