
Oh my god.
I read the spoilers. Can't say that I'm very surprised. But still disgusted, especially with the ending. I'm gonna drop this one for the sake of my health lol

///SPOILERS\
So This is what I read in the comment section so I can't guarantee the veracity.
The ml was kind on appearance with the friend (deceased), but it was fake. One day, he brings him to a party where rich people gather (in the house in the wood). There is a basement where the rich people drug and rape a person (gangb*ng). It is said that each of them have to bring someone to be accepted in this elite group (not too sure about this through). Well, the novels readers implied that the ML knew what was going to happen to the deceased friend when bringing him there and he did nothing to stop it ( he did not rape him but he is as guilty). That the reasons the friend committed suicide. Later the Ml found the box full of proof of what they did (that why he asked the MC if he has the diary). He burnt it.
At the end, he still go to prison. And that could have been a good psychological story if it ended here. But no. When he goes out of prison, the Mc and him stays together.
That why I dropped it, I can't stand dumb MC. Well it's shown that the mc do not feels anything towards others people (like a apathy I think) so maybe he doesn't care if he date a accomplice of rape, but I don't feel confortable with this.

It's my interpretation of course but I feel like "the ghost" is a parent member of Jaekyung that told him all of this when he was young. I also think this is because of theses traumas he is always angry and didn't stop his matchs besides the risk. Like he thinks he is useless if he doesn't win and prove his worth to others. While this doesn't excuse his behavior at all, it could make the character more deep and make us readers connect a bit more with him even through he is, and will stay forever, a bastard of course...

Hm I think Mc is at fault at 30%. She chooses to date him knowing he had no feeling for her, counting on the "maybe one day". Well ex boyfriend was no honest at all form the start so he is mainly his fault. Still, Mc has some responsibilities in this situation she put herself in. She could have left him before but she disrespect herself thinking "the way he is treating me is okay" when it wasn't.

The way it wake up trauma from my past relationship lol
Well now I prioritize my mental well being. You hide things from me several time and do not explain the context a little bit ? Well I don't have time to be anxious about someone that make me feel that ways, goodbye (I'm not saying couple should not have intimacy, it's the way of hinding it like you're lying to them)

Ex-boyfriend were like "oh you saved my father ? Then I will grant you the great privilege of dating me since you already like me" What a narcissistic behaviour...

I don't think that's the way he thought, we got to hear him a bit in the beginning. It was more like "that girl saved my father so I feel like I owe her a lot and I want to repay her. Dating me will make my father's savior happy? Ok let's do it then" he also had his father and sister encouraging him to marry her so he just went with the flow.
I don't think he's a bad person

Well it's not about him being a good or a bad person (In fact, I appreciate his moderate personality). He is narcissistic and nobody can change my mind on this. Like the FL said, he is just kind on the surface to everyone but truthfully he doesn't care about any of them. Thinking you can repay someone by allowing them to date you ?? Not only this poor girl though that his feeling were romantic when they were platonic during YEARS thinking about mariage and such. He basically saw her as a sister, a "family", not a romantic partner. And he has such a high esteem of him that the price of saving his dad is to be in couple with her. Well maybe he though that was the only thing he could gave her at this time but still it bugs me. Well anyways, I don't hold grudge against him, the FL still have affection toward him since he didn't do anything appart not being in that kind of love with her. I just don't want them to date again, their breakup was the best thing that could happens. They could have a faily relationship or be friend... That fact that he contacted her again to take her back bothers me but I know the author will not do that
WHAT did u just went out of his chamber when he was in bathrobe in front him ???(⊙…⊙ ) Man... 3 years later on a random day he will be like "HE WAS HITTING ON ME?" like dude is so tense I can't