I recently asked here on how to be more productive when in reality, I continues the same way even after some people gave me advice. The art school that I wanna get in to is super competitive and you need mad skills. Though I am not skilled enough, I can practice to get better but I don’t grind as hard as I can cuz I get scared by the criticisms. That led me to procrastinate and waste time to get by everyday. I know that me ranting is probably annoying for a lot of people since this is a site for the ultimate procrastinators out there, but I really don’t know who to talk to. I have some family problems and my friends can’t really give me advice without being nice or vague cuz they know they can’t relate to what my problems are. I just want some encouragement cuz I want to face my problems( poor time management, lack of responsibility, lack of self drive, lack of confidence, facing my family, facing my future, facing school/career path ) I wanna stop running away and get some guts to deal with my shit. I want to be that thick skinned bitch that gets back up no matter what but tbh I am still really scared shitless.
I recently asked here on how to be more productive when in reality, I continues the same way even after some people gave me advice. The art school that I wanna get in to is super competitive and you need mad skills. Though I am not skilled enough, I can practice to get better but I don’t grind as hard as I can cuz I get scared by the criticisms. That led me to procrastinate and waste time to get by everyday. I know that me ranting is probably annoying for a lot of people since this is a site for the ultimate procrastinators out there, but I really don’t know who to talk to. I have some family problems and my friends can’t really give me advice without being nice or vague cuz they know they can’t relate to what my problems are. I just want some encouragement cuz I want to face my problems( poor time management, lack of responsibility, lack of self drive, lack of confidence, facing my family, facing my future, facing school/career path ) I wanna stop running away and get some guts to deal with my shit. I want to be that thick skinned bitch that gets back up no matter what but tbh I am still really scared shitless.