Blusha want to read (All 9)
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I recently asked here on how to be more productive when in reality, I continues the same way even after some people gave me advice. The art school that I wanna get in to is super competitive and you need mad skills. Though I am not skilled enough, I can practice to get better but I don’t grind as hard as I can cuz I get scared by the criticisms. That led me to procrastinate and waste time to get by everyday. I know that me ranting is probably annoying for a lot of people since this is a site for the ultimate procrastinators out there, but I really don’t know who to talk to. I have some family problems and my friends can’t really give me advice without being nice or vague cuz they know they can’t relate to what my problems are. I just want some encouragement cuz I want to face my problems( poor time management, lack of responsibility, lack of self drive, lack of confidence, facing my family, facing my future, facing school/career path ) I wanna stop running away and get some guts to deal with my shit. I want to be that thick skinned bitch that gets back up no matter what but tbh I am still really scared shitless.
I really wanna crack open that brain of yours and see what's inside for you to twist words and put the blame on others. That is why everyone calls you ballsac. You can't think for yourself and that they you gon be a sack of crumpled shrunk dicks for the rest of your known existence. ( Please grow up ballsac)