
Can anyone tell me where i can read the novel? and where i should start reading from where this ended?

You can start at chapter 165
https://towelcitytown.wordpress.com/2021/04/17/chapter-165/

nahhh zhenya is so ugly to me in all ways rn fuck that bitch, and hearing how he doesn't get an redemption arc nor apologize once in the novel.. only reading it for taekjoo fr

Lol what does that have to do with anything. Just because he stays doesn't mean that all of a sudden Z turns into a good guy with a conscience. Why can't it be the other way around. Why can't T turn into a bad guy. Also, toxic relationships exist. T can care and love him and also understand that that's how Z is.
what the hell was that ending? author should've just left it unfinished instead of rushing it because they didn't want to work on it anymore
ok they were sick but still, hoping for side stories i love them too much <3