
Despite how frustrating the MC is, her actions and thoughts are so realistic when it comes to someone having a mental illness. She’s clearly suffering from depression and incredibly low self esteem. And I feel sad the way everyone tip toes around her and trying their best to help.
It reminds me of myself in some way. How I felt so down and this self pity is all encompassing that you don’t see what’s in front of you.

Wait I actually love this. I usually feel iffy about characters like the ML but the more I read, the more I love him and his antics. The FL lived a terrible life and it’s a shame her circumstances led her here.
I like the quiet moments where we see them actually together and developing something of a bond.
And his aid being against her but slowly understanding her usefulness. I hope things don’t go too badly and have more bonding moments, see them develop the land she wishes for.
What chapter in the novel did we stop at? I’ll just read it cus I have to know what happens.