
Despite how frustrating the MC is, her actions and thoughts are so realistic when it comes to someone having a mental illness. She’s clearly suffering from depression and incredibly low self esteem. And I feel sad the way everyone tip toes around her and trying their best to help.
It reminds me of myself in some way. How I felt so down and this self pity is all encompassing that you don’t see what’s in front of you.

Wait I actually love this. I usually feel iffy about characters like the ML but the more I read, the more I love him and his antics. The FL lived a terrible life and it’s a shame her circumstances led her here.
I like the quiet moments where we see them actually together and developing something of a bond.
And his aid being against her but slowly understanding her usefulness. I hope things don’t go too badly and have more bonding moments, see them develop the land she wishes for.
WHOA WHOA WHOA