here i am thought their first time is gonna be a drunken sex, where they are on a hide out after a mission. the sex was passionate bcs they both are pent up and have sexual tension for awhile but nope, it's a 180 from that. i genuinely don't know how zhenya is gonna have any redemption arc after this. he's on my hit list now. new record for the most darkest red flag seme. fuck him