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This manga is complete in Japan with 7 volumes but has been abandoned by fan scan groups :’)

This was so ass but good at the same time.

While I’ll personally never read this again nor recommend it, I do like how this manga explores the relationship between a person feeling smothered/suffocated by love affects and the person that suffocates with love. It’s a relationship that doesn’t allow either person to grow as individuals and appreciate each other as they change. Instead, it’s an ego-driven dynamic where each person has to play their role to survive another day. It’s a common relationship between a parent and a “good child” and ultimately leads to distance as child grows into an adult. You can only play the “weak” role so long until you’re numb and you hate yourself for it, so you keep operating on auto-pilot just to get through the day.

I think the solution to that dynamic is for either person to stop playing their role and show up as an individual in the relationship. The “smothered person” shouldn’t act helpless anymore and should try to figure it things out on their own regardless of if they are good at it or not. The person who smothers should step back and allow the other person to make their own choices, but that doesn’t mean you have to abandon them. Of course there will be resistance to the change of the relationship but it’s important to try to live your own life and not abandon yourself.

That’s the realest part of this manga imo. The MC’s obsession with predator and prey, elite and the common people, is just rooted in the fact he feels no power or autonomy in his life. He would have achieved more emotional/mental/etc freedom and development just by facing the reality in front of him (His family and friend at school) than going off and killing two random people.
It’s funny how the mind deflects from the issues in front of people.

I really wish the manga made the MC realize this during the story or at least at the end but he’s not even close to it. Though he’s fictional, I found myself wishing him the best on his journey to self-reconciliation.

Anyways, if you got this far in my paragraph and found it interesting, I recommend you read Homunculus. Make sure your search up the trigger warnings before reading.

Ah the awakening of awareness in a child yet
powerless to do anything about it <3 I wish the boy happiness

I don’t see this story ending any other way than Thorfinn’s Death. You can’t outrun human nature by traveling somewhere else it’s always within you :’)

A messy bitch till the end, love herrrrr. I’m interested to see what the side stories are about

Ngl I wish the scene of sharing aura was more sensual or intimate. In previous chapters, it’s sounded like the process of doing it was pretty special/intimate so I was a bit disappointed that the MC was like “ oh, cool!!” Instead of us feeling or imagine how it feels to have someone’s energy flow through you. Plus that would have built more tension for the kiss next chapter… oh well
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I’m surprised there’s only one chapter this update, I thought this series updated by volume every few months (~4-6 months)

I wonder why everyone stopped reading books in nervine. They weren’t that technologically advanced so I would imagine more people would have that hobby?

Other than that, I wonder how the traditions that should have protected Dam died out… Any religion or any worship of a God usually has a yearly holiday or event that its believers honor. So that even if the original intent was lost, people would still practice that tradition. I don’t know, maybe who ever believed in the Myth of Nervine was treated like a cultist or smth. I’m very curious about how it occurred but it’s not necessary to the story

Even with all the bad things the characters in this story have done… I still dislike the father the most lol. Nothing worse than a person who continues to close their eyes to reality over and over again.

it feels like everyone else was emotionally/mentally invested in the unraveling of the truth behind the fire but the dad always found his out when things got to hard to face. Because of that, he never changed. He’ll continue to complain about his older sisters being overbearing, worry about his “reputation”, and feel a bit sad that his children don’t talk to him. But at the end of the day he doesn’t change anything and keeps living in that “norm”.


I think I hate even more that I can see myself in him.

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Did Ruri killed Arika on accident ??? Or maybe Arika is hospitalized from the incident and is being hidden from public view.

If everyone has hidden sides to them then maybe Ruri is just covering up the incident in hopes that the idol group can stay alive or until Arika is recovered ??

Also I don’t trust Emily (￣▽￣) I honestly trust Chihiro more than Emily bc at least we know chihiro was just jealous and being manipulated..