Had me in the first half LMAO i would have thought it was a break up too kamiya really needs to be less harsh on himself bc yes hitomi has his instinctive desires but since chapter 1, hitomi has been doing everything he can to show kamiya how hes ten toes down for him despite everything (A Freak). Kamiya’s fears (A Freak in Denial) are valid but i think what hitomi needs the most is the reassurance that his feelings are reciprocated as well from kamiya (what are we if we are not Freak4Freak?) All this while kamiya has been sending push and pull signals that would have also driven ME insane LMAO i hope with this kamiya goes all out with his love bc girl after all that emotional turmoil my boy hitomi deserves to get knotted down bc again i swear to god kamiya if u dont put that knot to use i Will possess you and put matters into my own hands