I now have a major headache after reading this from crying too much,my eyes burn and my head feels like its gonna split open,I've never cried after reading a manga except for 'December rain'......I kinda expected that he would not survive by the end but I still hoped for some kind of closure between zhishu and Jiang but that didnt happen,this manhwa took me an hour to read and it was a really long and painful hour for me ,I remember crying every second or third chapter ,a part of me wanted zhishu to get with the doctor and the other part hoped that he should get together with jiang but atleast he spent his very last moments with someone who truly loved him and cherished him instead of throwing him to the side like Jiang and finally valuing him when he was on the verge of death, I really wish I could hate Jiang but I couldn't bring myself to do it for some reason maybe it's because of how he became when the story was approaching the end, I didn't expect the letter in the extra chapter ,that truly broke me and made me cry for solid 8 minutes before I could do anything else.this was such an amazing story which was really different from the usual stuff and I would highly recommend but dont read it if you're overly emotional over stuff and get attached to characters like I am.this also reminded me of a bokuto x akashi fanfic I read which was called "in another life" where bokuto dies after getting an illness in which he cant sleep while akashi watched his condition get worse and worse and in the end bokuto died while having akashi by his side.i really hope that zhishu would be able to be with someone like the doctor or the doctor in another life ╥﹏╥
I knew hyung was gonna be the uke as soon as I saw them pink boobies through his wet shirt