
Can someone explain to me why mc is calling out for Narye during the last few chapters while they’re doing the deed? Also why does the psycho look jealous when mc does it as well I’m so confused ( ̄へ ̄)

MC/uke has been traumatized in his past life by seme. He's trying not to let past life influence his current life but he still, subconsciously calls out Narye due to sometimes he wasn't always a beast to him. The seme isn't jealous, he's scared bc he's afraid seo will unalive himself if he realized the truth.

Does anyone have any recommendations similar to this?

U could try SSS-Suicidal Hunter. You'll think its the same cliche, disappointing story but BAM!!! You'll be slapped in the face every time and prove itself to be one of a kind masterpiece (like ORV, they're both masterpieces).
I don't really like to compare them cuz they both unique on their own but
1. They both despise the higher being but also end up being friends with some of them,
2. They both are suicidal with the excuse of it being the best option where no one dies,
3. They both like to take advantage of plotholes(?), loopholes(?)...yea u get it rt?
Hope u give it a try <3
Dear author please clear up this misunderstanding soon I’m gonna cry