I'm scared I failed my courses, I genuinely don't know how I did on the finals and I've been struggling with depression all year long... I simply can not make myself to do anything unless. It sucks and I'm so dissapointed in myself, but at the same time just so numb to everything and everyone around me. I'm in this great prestigious program that's ...... 1 reply
I’m so done, my sister just told me I don’t have anxiety straight to my face because I’m too functioning to be mentally ill. I’m surprised I’m hearing this from her, cause she has ADHD and bipolar herself. Before the quarantine, we had a inside joke about how she got all the mental illness genes from our extensive family history and I was lucky that it passed over me. But when I tell her that I might have anxiety, she gets defensive and says things like “I get good marks, and it’s not interfering with my life, and everyone feel a bit anxious at times” she pulled every excuse in the book. She kept on highlighting how I’m “self diagnosed” and I probably don’t have anxiety and just trying to be quirky. Now from my side, I’m pretty convinced I have anxiety because I can never relax and I’m constantly overthinking and stuff, at this point I don’t even know what’s happening to me, I’m just burnt out and tired. I’m so frustrated it’s myself and I just want people to stop expecting things from me.
Sorry of the rant, I don’t have a life, so I resorted to this illegal manga site instead of therapy.
I’m just saying entitled men are insufferable and disgusting :)
Not only do I have to hide myself away from my own fucking uncle because he’s a child molester, but I have to deal with an abusive cheater as a “boyfriend” just because my family thinks he’s a perfect fit? I think the fuck not. So all I can say is that men who think they’re above women can go beg for forgiveness to their mothers. Men can fucking burn in the fiery pits of hell and have all their ducks and tongues cut off. And uGHH my own sister says “nOt aLL mEn” “yOu shOuLdn’T tAlk LiKe tHat” I’m talking about the criminals and only the criminals so if your a good guy good for you, but fuck all the abusers and assaulters.
Sorry for the rant I was really mad and frustrated
I see it everywhere from shoujo, yaoi, yuri, it’s like blackmail is one of top ways to get two characters involved with each other, I’m kinda tired of the trope, what is it about blackmail which is supposed to be romantic? Like it can be well made but eh