This actually brings back the memories during the time I had a massive crush on my co-worker. (Except the feeling isn't mutual...( ̄∇ ̄")) Similarly, I also was actively and aggressively pursuing him by giving him gifts, dress myself up and trying to strike a conversation with him whenever I had the chance. However, I think I made it too obvious about the fact that I had a crush him to my surrounding co-workers so it kinda puts him in a tight spot....? Because he seems really shy and flustered whenever we're talking and it looks like he was very reluctant but at the same time he didn't want to hurt my feelings so it made the situation veery awkward... But being the dumbass lump of ugly phat shit I was, I thought he felt the same way ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ (cringe) so I stubbornly tried to get him to like me back until he ran away. Yup, I'm not joking. He literally ran away by quitting the job. Idk if it was because of me or maybe his family matters are complicated during that time....While I do admit I was a little hurt for a while but it gave me time and space to reflect on the fact that he doesn't like me back so...yeah...we didn't contact each other from that point onwards. Funny enough, it was easy to cut him out from my life as if I didn't like him in the first place. ( ̄∇ ̄") Now I cringe so bad at my younger self whenever I try to recall that memory back (ಥ﹏ಥ)
Sorry for the long rant btw, I just felt like sharing since the manhwa feels so familiar... ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Whenever I get frustrated or irritated I tend to subconsciously pull my hair and then count them strand by strand to calm myself down....and now a total of 3,548 strands have been accumulated since the 1st chapter and I'm still pulling and re-counting them. Therefore, I'mma bout to steadily blow up and go bald if this blondie ain't gonna do shit about it. What. The. Fuck. Are. You. Doing. Sasaki.