When you've read yaoi for a year and now some sex scenes are bland so you have to find weird shit hidden deep, then it entertains you. After that you say "wtf did i just read" "i am traumatized", then proceed to read more 2 reply
I did draw many yaois in my sketchpad. I once had a sketchpad full of yaois but my sis and mom saw it then i said "its just a guy licking a popsicle ehehheh", i dont wanna draw dicks cause they'll look weird, and i never ever leave my sketchpads in the open. I keep them under my clothes in the closet so no one will find them hehehehe reply
I want to but i cant i just cant. Its like im a friggin magnet and the next thing you know im holding a piece of food its like reflex when i see food i eat it i dont care who owns it but my stomachs gotta eat ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ reply
When i gotta sleep early but im in the middle of a manga then i lay down on my bed but i can't SLEEP...because my mind keeps wandering what will happen in the story... So i read the manga anyway and i got the consequences (i fell head first because i was half asleep) but it was worth reading the ending (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ reply
So when my friends tell me i was a social butterfly it was a lie huh (༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ)
Though now i think my thinking is different than before so... Ill probly be hard to get along after this pandemic reply
I wouldn't call it fetishizing because its not that they're necessarily gay that turns u on maybe its because you like men so why not read 2 of them do it? I like the same sex too but i prefer watching straight seggs. Its not like im hurting anyone by watching it. Just dont think that someone is gay or pair them with someone if they're not really in a relationship and make them uncomfortable. And its okay if you get butterflies when real life couples kiss or be romantic cause its normal so i dunno what people are talking abt it being a fetish.
Its my opinion tho its okay if you have different views just dont attack someone just because they like reading bl or yaoi. If they cross the line just educate them