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It's finally the end what the fuck!! Oh mygod i didn't expect to love this as much as I do and appreciate taeju as a human being? Lmao like he was a total douche and STILL IS dont get me wrong, but his redemption arc has been great compared to other mls (especially red flags) like 10 times better. I quite didn't like euihyun's speech at the end tho with the "You love me more than I love myself" but i understand his situation of having to deal with everything, so touch-starved, so affection-deprived all his life. He needed someone who he knows would do anything for him, he needed that reassurance & stability and he found that with taeju & I love that for him. He found his own happiness and idea of love. He found someone who can take care of him as much as he would take care of euiyoung bc damn does he deserve all the love in the world !!! Best big brother fr!! And the parallelism of realization that hits taeju when he looked at euihyun's face looking at the sea, when back then all he thought of the sea was death but now it's something beautiful to look at. I bet in that moment his thoughts were about being the cause of euihyun to repeat the actions from the past and was scared to death thus asking "what are you thinking about?". Now it's euihyun having to reassure him with touches and kisses, saying that it's okay to stay in his life, to stay by his side. Ugh i feel like crying. I NEED side stories of them being all lovely and having the baby PLEASE