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This chapter really sums up why this is one of the best manhwas I’ve ever read.
Yoohan‘s confrontation with his past was long overdue but I never expected that it would make me cry this much. Seeing his brother for the first time and actually putting a face to him… he looks so young and resembles yoohan a lot... It feels as if I’m realizing for the first time that an innocent child actually died.
So the way he tells yoohan to move on makes sense. Still in a distant way, not saying he’s forgiven but he needs to move on.
I don’t know how to put it into words but this is probably my favorite chapter until now.
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I reread it and in ch. 45 Zheng Xi asks Jian Yi about his disappearance in high school. So in the present Zheng Xi has his own apartment and is already going to university (I guess?). From ch. 51 onwards it’s the flashback we’re currently seeing, which is made clear in ch. 161, when Jian Yi tells Zheng Xi they need to stay together in high school too. Really need to pay attention while reading or you‘ll miss important facts and get lost.
Is it really over? It said „to be continued“ in the last page? I still need more pleaseeee