
Ok so I finally finished this, and o h m y g o d.
Listen, because we don’t get a concrete answere on who she ends up with and because I acc can’t choose which guy I like more, they’re a throuple in my mind.
I acc really liked the ending, but that could just be my daddy issues talking. Claud saying he’s sad because he’ll be alone almost made me bawl.
Also: JESUS THE AUTHOR ALWAYS DREW HIM SO HOT

So for the first time ever, I’ve avoided spoilers for a story. And I through the comments I’ve realized that I’m not alone in shipping KDJ with priest lookin ass OG male lead. So I had the brilliant idea of searching it up. And I go to tumblr. And when I tell you that I somehow have even m o r e knowledge of the story but at the same time I have no idea I’d its true or even understand half the shit, I m e a n it.
Good news is that the fan art for this ship is great and very wholesome (for the most part)
Why does every spoiler say tbat KDJ keeps dying ??????!!!! Hasn’t he only died once!!!!?!!!!!

like I knew he was traumatized because he was r*ped but like..... holy shit its one thing to read it and another to s e e it. He was just a C h i l d too, holy fuck that poor child. I cant-I just-There is nothing to say is there???? and the woman was a grown adult oh good lord this is so fucked up on so many levels good god
Ok so I know I’m in the minority but honestly, this os a good story, it’s interesting to see how much Brian has changed in his new incarnation, how he’s been manipulated by the other brother.
I can still see Brian in Ian, they are the same person. Ian is just someone who had things hidden from him, he’s scared, confused, angry. He’s been manipulated.
I can’t wait to see how or maybe even if (tho I doubt) the author will combine ian and Brian.
Brian isn’t a new character. Tbats Ian. That’s his missing piece, we’re just Learning more abt him.
I can’t wait for the present story to start again and read with this new knowledge we have