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I HATE HIM AFTER THE NOVEL….


He tries to “free” Jiwook by convincing him to run away and gets the help of one of Jiwook’s gang raper and basically made a deal without Jiwook knowing saying if he helped them he’d let the asshole fuck Jiwook and the guy beat up Jiwook and almost raped him but Juyeon found out where he was, Juyeon came back from his mom’s hospital and was pissed off and the feelings of revenge were intensified so he made Jiwook sick Suhyeok off and ride him .. also after that the worst part and final part of Juyeon revenge happeneds and Juyeon admits if Suhyeok never got Jiwook to escape he wouldn’t have carried it out

I read the whole novel including the side stories and while it was darker than most things I’ve read it isn’t as bad as ppl claim tbh




If you’re looking for domestic stuff you’re better off waiting for the side stories to come out because while there are some domestic scenes, the sides stories is where they’re practically an established couple. While this novel is labeled “no love” I’d argue agaisnt that for the sides stories since Juyeon literally thinks this: “A changed relationship can never go back. Like the exhausted relationship with his mother, or the distant relationship with his father. Yet, Park Juyeon liked it this way. A mutual dependency he was afraid to call love, where he fears his absence, and he can't let go of him.
Perhaps Park Juyeon would maintain this peculiar relationship with Kwon Jiwook forever.”

Yes this whole thing was for revenge, everything juyeon did to Jiwook, Jiwook did first and it’s debatable who had it worse, NO Jiwook wasn’t a pedophile he was a 9th grader at the time. And while this started off as revenge juyeon didnt feel just hate towards Jiwook, there were scenes where he did show care to an extent for Jiwook even before he forgave him. He even wanted to just give up his revenge and keep their relationship like this and he even felt pity for Jiwook.

After Juyeon carried out his revenge (lmk if you want a detailed explanation) Jiwook ends up in the hospital, (Juyeon brought him there and was anxious the days while watching over him), his injuries aren’t too extreme but he ends up remembering what he did to Juyeon and apologizes and Juyeon says he begged and apologized to Jiwook in the past and he never cared and Jiwook can’t say anything but apologize and Juyeon leave the room only to come back and Jiwook basically is scared to be alone and asks Juyeon not to abandon him and Juyeon ends up hugging him and saying he won’t and tells him to move back with him

(Side stories) it takes a few weeks for Jiwook to fully heal from his injuries but even after then for two months Juyeon never touched or slept with Jiwook, he only did so after two months and even then their sex was soft and gentle, Juyeon takes Jiwook to a psychiatrist after Jiwook admits that he hears the voices of the men who gang raped him after a suicide attempt to try and get rid of the voices , Juyeon was scared he’d try and attempt and gets Jiwook to see a psychiatrist, Jiwook doesn’t want to but agrees because he knows his ptsd is bad, he gets medication and Juyeon has to coax him into taking it and basically babies him, only after the medications work and with Jiwook’s initiation does their sex become bdsm that’s actually meant for mutual pleasure.

Even after 5 years they’re still living together in a dom sub relationship, Jiwook isn’t scared of Juyeon anymore and Juyeon dotes on Jiwook, Juyeon’s father wanted him to move back in but he refuses and becomes independent from his family to stay living with Jiwook and gets a job too, they both depend on each other and love each other but don’t really admit it.

But anyways the main story is dark asf but they’re changing things so I wonder if this will be another sadistic beauty side story instead or if they’re only changing the really disturbing scenes