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i can relate to the mc , was physically abused to by my father 2 . i remember when i was 11 and got 96 percent at the end of 6th grade and i felt so stressed cause i knew i disappointed my father . i also remember one day , was in the car with my father , he was comparing me with my cousin and how my uncle beats up his son harder than my father does to me . he said my cousin is gonna be traumatized in the future but he ll end up with lots of money for sure .
it just confuses me how my father ended up being that dumb and mentally ill , he told me how his father was way harsher than him back in the day . was i supposed to feel relieved?
i would never do the same to my children in the future , i dont even think i ll have ones since the huge responsibility of others lives seems too scary to me .
my father stopped hitting me after i hit 16 , he never apologized to me though . he doesnt physically abuse my younger brothers , glad some one as retarded as him realized that abuse never works .
i will never forgive my father and after i graduate college and move out to my own place in the future , i plan to cut contact with both my parents since my mom abused me 2 .
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