
That was beautiful. And I understand why he didn't want to see his mother; its hard to see someone who (you as the child) abandoned you for a whole other family. It hurts to think you weren't good enough to receive their love, it makes you feel like you don't deserve to be loved. But once you meet that person who shows you that you do deserve to be loved and so much more, you feel more than just better than just good; you feel true undeniable happiness.

I was about to read this, but from the comments here, it seems like a trap. And not the one u think. I just keep seeing "no no no, this seme is a sick p3do" etc.. I'm scared asf sooooo nope, def NOT reading this (⊙…⊙ )

Are you fuckin serious? It has rape, manipulation and the seme is not held responsible for his shit actions. The uke is fuckin stupid and loves him at the end.....like wtf what part of him do you like, he raped you and used you, the uke has no self respect. Ooh and the sister is like gone idk what happened to her. She didn't know about the relationship between her brother and ex boyfriend (they broke up in 3 ch.). That manga is NOT worth it even the smut is not so good.

your looking a it in such a negative way. the seme was raped when he was younger by his teacher and that scarred him, traumatised him. he hooked up with this girl that he dated for a while and found out she had a younger brother who was at that stage in his life where he was figuring things out and that drew him to the uke. at the beginning everything they did was consensual but then after bumping into his childhood rapist leaving him distraught, the seme became temper-mental and depressed. the uke not giving up and determined to figure out what was happening to the man he loved, after figuring it out he meets up with the seme and even though the seme started using the uke for his own pleasure, the uke not even for a second thought that the seme wanted to purposely hurt him so after the seme ghosted the uke for a bit the uke showed up at the seme's home mad at him for doing what he wanted and leaving so the uke tries to do what he wants to the seme but that only resulted in the seme figuring out how much he loved the uke and then they sorted their shit out and started going out with one another.
The real name of this story is Hair Raising Desires by chaegoo