Ren's Things

I've been feeling weird for the past few weeks (four weeks?) My mind feels so light, it feels like i'm floating but i'm aware on what i'm doing. I also easily feel disturbed more so than usual, I can handle reading "Killing Stalking" until chapter 15 or so but now, I can't even handle the first chapter anymore. Negative thoughts have been racing by quickly anytime and I can't handle those thoughts that I just want to sleep to stop them but can't because of those thoughts. I may not make any sense but I just want someone to tell me on what this feeling is. Thank you..