A friendly reminder that not everyone loves their jobs. If you love your job, great awesome! There's nothing you can ask for more for that. But it's ok if you do not too. Your passion can be your hobby too. Don't think you are behind something just because someone has figured out their passion before you. Life is a journey and everyone has different stops. It gets overwhelming but it's ok. Take your time.
Its really very well written how here we can clearly see mother being stuck on important points of past like how many FL who regress do and don't take changes into account. Also she is trying to change but in my opinion, she needs to try just a tad bit harder in emotion department. If they had more communication, she would know about Lyricas 'gut feelings' and how they've save her multiple times and that despite doing everything right right now, she has abused and neglected lyrica for a long long time for her to completely Trust her yet.