I finished banana fish last night. And cried my self to sleep. I couldn’t even fully process what just happened and hoped to forget it by morning. Now it’s the afternoon of the next day and I just barely finished crying. I cannot stop thinking about this at all. This story really touched me, in someway that I’ll never understand. I don’t even cry like this for family... I just can’t stop reading eijis letter, and I keep looking at all the screenshots I took. I keep telling my self it’s not real.. then why can’t I stop fucking crying.
I like every single thing about this story. There is also a movie reference in this story that i came across to the other day, which brought me back here. The characters are well made, their personalities and development, it all makes sense. I like how nothing was rushed and it just all seems realistic. The seme past hit me real hard, I will always remember it.
I officially just earned my ticket to hell ( ̄∇ ̄")