before i start with my rant, tw// sexual assault, and trauma
so i originally started this manga because i liked how the uke looked. once seme kissed seiichirou and he had that kind of reaction i was like oh okay i see what's going on there's some sexy shit. (keep in mind i was still skeptical as to why the seme got turned off by people begging, but i assumed this would be solved with a simple conversation) so i kept reading. this is very much so have a psychological tag, there's a lot going on here and it's well written but just a tad chaotic. so before i get into the sexual assault scene, i have seen a lot of people saying they want to punch the seme because he's trash and whatnot and i just want to explain something. the seme has MASSIVE childhood trauma. imagine, at five years old or something, your mom refusing to tell you that she loved you while all you did was tell her that you loved her? although it may not impacted him growing up (this happens with most childhood trauma cases, i would know, i have a spicy childhood too) it often will come out when a person is maturing, and as we can see with the seme, he's had lots of sex. now what this has to do with sex is the fact that many kinks or turn offs actually have a lot to do with our own childhood experiences. (e.g: if you were mostly ignored as a child, you might be into exhibitionism, because of the fact that you want people to "see" you) yes, it's crazy, but that's the human mind for you. so the author took a lot of consideration into this assault scene which btw RESPECT because not everyone does, it's usually just somewhat of a disgusting turn on for people. and, i am in no way shape or form trying to defend the seme's actions during this scene, i'm just delving into the mechanics behind it, and explaining why he did it. anyways. it's obvious he liked the uke, but once triggered (a trigger can be anything, smell, view, sound, literally anything that your brain will associate with your trauma) the seme went into an episode, where he acted on impulse and did such in fear. ahhh i'm getting tired so i might explain more later but for now gngn
Noo I meant to upvote :'(
haha it's okay :)
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so cute :,)
i hope aquarium boy doesn't misunderstand the dudes confession that'd be sad but i feel like that's what's gonna happen ;( anyways more tentacle p0rn pls it's so hot *-*
YEONWOO DESERVES LOVE NOT THE PEICE OF SHIT THAT KEITH GIVES HIM!!!!!
that confession was so mfing fake and jooin knows that. i can see that yahwi is trying but he's only ever cared about himself and what he wants and never about what jooin wants and that's what counts in a relationship. he's ruined it already and there's nothing you can do about that. it maddens me to think they will actually end up together in the end because right now cain is the healthiest option for jooin and we know he can treat him right. yahwi literally just wants jooin for the sex and over and over again jooin has made it clear what he wants and keeps dropping him like he should (fucking yes my baby is so strong). yahwi just needs to think about all that he's done to jooin he's just so oblivious to everything. even from the beginning he only used him like can you not figure that out you dumb shithead!!! anyways, i'm pissed but still interested to see where the story is headed
I disagree a little bit, so I do believe that Yahwi does like him, however he has several issues that need to work before even trying to get into a relationship because he is unable to listen and understand Jooin, as you mentioned he is being super selfish, so I need a huge character development in order to approve the main couple! Cain seem so fake to me, I don't trust him at all! All his movements around Jooin are being really calculated and he is very manipulative, so until I don't see his true face, I won't trust him! I wish he was just like the puppy seme he was at the beginning, but no... (〜￣△￣)〜
Periodt
Same bro it makes me so mad he ll end up with this selfish hoe while my cute baby cain is there chilling
ahh i was thinking the same thing about cain like what is he hiding from jooin 0-o but also yeah that's a super valid point that i didn't even think of for yahwi. he grew up in a almost completely different world than jooin and he obviously has some ~spicy~ childhood trauma to work through before getting into a relationship, but he's too impatient and can't see what's the most important so he's just stressing out jooin more which makes me sad jooin is so wholesome and cute he deserves the healthiest cutest relationship :(
HAEBOM STOP BEING SO SEXY AND CUTE THIS IS ILLEGALLLLLLLL god if i were taesung i'd simply die
just saying i'm so glad this turned into a yaoi because haebom is the best bottom ever. power bottoms UNITE!!!!!!!
bro if you look at the authors other mangas it's pretty UHHH but this one is turning out to be super wholesome and i'm LOVING IT
Where can I find them?
OMG WHERE?! I’ve only read their dragon quest doujin one
Wha
i found them on myreadingmanga ^^
Are you talking bout the dragon quest one?
Go in myreadingmanga lol
It’s kinda hardcore
yeeessss i think so
I LITERALLY JUST READ THIS MANGA CAUSE I THOUGHT IAN LOOKED LIKE KURAPIKA PLEASE I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS FUCKING DRAMA
ian please get better soon and DROP raymond's ass because he needs that to understand what the fuck he's doing fucking selfish ugly ass piece of shit
NOT KURAPIKA SJSKSJK IDK WHO TO BE OFFENDED FOR IAN OR KURAPIKA
I'M WHEEZINF JSJFSHRJEJ
STOP IT PLEWAASSEE IT WAS AN HONEST MISTAKENEKE
I JUST NOTICED YOUR PFP IS KURAPIKA SJSKSJK
he is my love my light my everything yes i am obsessed with him and WHAT ABOUT IT
I PROMISED MYSELF ID DROP THIS BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE HEE-WUN WAS TOO CUTE & SEXY DURING SEGGS AND NOW IM CONFUSED BUT IM JUST HERE FOR HEE-WUN