i'm seeing a lot of people not understanding or liking this flashback but from what i'm understanding.... the author is trying to make a point. this is back in the day when hyun and ivan were semi-new to the company and how they ended up meeting each other. it's supposed to show the ups and downs of their relationship. the 'behind the scenes' so to say. first hyun and ivan didn't talk to each other or slightly avoided the other (but it's clear that ivan has already gotten feelings) and then become friends. but what happens that leads up to the beginning of the story where they hate each other's guts? obviously something had to happen between them. this is supposed to show what happens so i'm guessing some shit/drama will go down within the next few chapters but ahhh i love this manwha the author is doing an amazing job!
people are hating on ray for being "relieved" ... he wasn't... he loved ian just not in a way that ian wanted his love reciprocated... also should i mention i almost broke down when he said it's better this way... like it's meaning that he wants ian to have the life he deserves and he's happy now because now ian will be happy but their love was so beautiful at times i just can't believe this is happening please someone console me this is genuinely hurting me i don't know why maybe ash & eiji vibes?
i'm not sure y'all understand. param doesn't necessarily want to top hwi, he just loves him so much that he thought that topping him would make him feel even better during sex so that's why he wanted to try it out. however, hwi is obviously not exactly comfortable with this, and says that he already feels good enough when he tops param. i think this just shows that hwi really won't ever bottom and i think param is fine with that. also, i'm pretty sure there was another reason why he didn't want param to top but that's another theory for another day... any who i just like the dynamic now. param as a power bottom is amazing we love to see it.