God why do men do that. Istg MOST men have cheated atleast once in their life. Can't they keep their pants shut? And now you cry cause he's gone? "men are sorry for cheating on you but they weren't sorry when they were doing it" and I hate that they still love each other. I feel so sorry for the Uke. If only he met the doctor first. My heart aches that the seme and the uke still loves each other. And how the doctor had just little time with the uke and the uke had to die in his arms. I'm thankful for him still that he took care of the uke til the uke's last breath even if he didn't receive the same love he gave. Atleast the doctor wasn't crazy about the uke's body unlike the seme.
but.. This just isn't enough to make me cry.. I honestly don't feel sad. The only time I cried for this was when the uke was getting ignored by the green haired guy (the first few chapters) there's too much idk. "Sadness"/Sad events going on.. Like, a LOT but it still doesn't have that much impact on me. And I'm a real cry baby.. Idk. It just lacks emotion to me. It's cringey to be honest. It's like the sad stuff is there to purposely make readers cry for the sake of crying.. I still haven't seen a glimpse of them being really happy.
But that's just my opinion. I won't drop this tho.
I have absolutely felt no sadness since the beginning of the story, it seems that the author wants to whine at all costs. I hate characters who cry or depress all the time for everything and nothing is really painful to read.
I remember how Haebom used to be so cute especially when he smiles. But now my boy out here is being hot and sexy and top it off, Taesung is a freaking hunk now!! Please take of your clothes next time Taesung!
ahh I'm so happy that I finally read it! <3 I was quite hesitant at first cause I thought the seme would be toxic and sadistic but he's really not ! aww <3
And I must say I love how the uke is not as dense as other ukes in other manhwas. Semes would have sex with them everyday but will still doubt if the seme has feelings for him. The uke in here is really really relatable. He's his own man too and not that weak or clumsy. He's competent and hard working not in the stupid/naive way! Now that's an uke you can look up to! He does his work properly and doesn't let his emotions affect it. He's not that hopeless to look at and can come off strong as well that's why I love him! <3
same here ahahahaha finally I read it .. I thought they just sex scene around, but the story was so smooth><
dudeee your seme is working really realllyy hard that he can't even get some ass huhu. Please let him rest for a little while and give him a reward! <3 He's an adorable seme so please make him feel secure that you love him even if he's not all that successful. Please give him a head!!!!! hahaha
When Haesoo said that to his mom on the phone, I felt really sad for Haesoo.
I'd feel sad and a burden as well if they did that to me. There are also times where I want my parents to leave me be. I really wanna move out cause everything I do is wrong to them. All the efforts I make goes down the drain. My mom thinks of me as a bad person she won't even hear me out.
Last week, I cried in front of her saying that a man was peeking through my window while I was changing. She said it's alright and that she knows the man and he probably was just passing by to get fruits from our backyard. like SRSLY?!!?!?! PEEKING! HE WAS PEEKING!!! I cried more after that and was FULLY DISAPPOINTED AT MY MOM. I expected her to go berserk because she's a Karen and she fights them employees but she was oddly calm in that situation. I'm sorry. It's quarantine, and I'm always by myself and I don't have any friends to tell. Sorry.
I'm really sorry that happened to you and no one surely doesn't deserve it, if she doesn't want to hear you out and at the moment you're not able to move out then, the only advice I'm able to give you (talking from experience), you should suck it up and only think about how you will leave this situation and think of the great things you'll do
You don't have to be sorry, okey? Sometimes the right thing to do it's just to let It out, even if it's with some people you don't know in internet . It does not really matter how but let it go or it will just get to you.
I'm sorry that you felt scared due to this person peeking on you and that your mom couldn't get you to feel more protected. Here I can just suggest to you that you may try to talk to her again, telling her how you felt about her way of reacting. As for the man... Please always make sure not to change in front of open window, use the courtains. I know it was your backyard but nowadays you never know. It could be by accident but it might be that there is someone - like in this case - and you just are not aware of it.
Always use the courtains if you are doing something you don't feel comfortable that others see.
My room was also facing the backyard and I always made sure to close the curtains if I was changing or if I was going to sleep as someone could have been in the garden for whatever reason (invited or not, it does not really matter) :)
Fighting!
Stay strong dear.
You're not alone!
yes.. I will :') thank you <3
Thank you T_T It's been bothering me for days and the image of the guy's eyes peeking through the window still scares me. I'm always anxious when I change and a small sound makes me flinch. It's the first time I experienced it and I was shaking and crying from fright. When I saw my mom's reaction, I realized that I can't depend on her on situations like these. It's my first time talking about this and I'm glad I did. Thank you <3 I feel better now that I said it. <3
Thank you~ <3 <3 <3
Yep, when you have a dream but you're parents are not supportive about it. Mostly if it's an artistic dream. I just can't help but feel pessimistic if they're like that. I mean my mother was an artist before, by that I mean fashion designing and make-up, my father was a photographer, but their business wasn't giving a lot of money so they had to drop their "dreams". I honestly don't want to end like that, I want to be an author myself, but when they told my brother not to end up like me when I got depressed and anxious and dropped out of school. Really, I don't want to end up living just to work and earn money to eat. I want to live and to give meaning and fun to my boring life, I want to be an existentialist but I can't help feeling nihilistic most of the time. Not to mention the cult I belong is suffocating me, I can't even say my feelings about it because there's an atheist discrimination here, and if you say that they'll say your a demon's child or something. My grandparents are both fanatics too and they're lives are just both pathetic since they didn't even try to change anything or lift their misery, they just kept on praying to God, living because they aren't dead yet.
Reality just doesn't work your way, and I shouldn't be idealistic, but I shouldn't be pessmistic either. They're stigma on mental illness has been lifted and they don't say any hurting words to me, when I said that I want to kill myself to my grandma, she just said that I should be put into a mental hospital with all those crazy people in there. But she's kind now and so are my parents.
I'm glad your parents got to know how to handle you and your mental health. I guess it's just the generation gap. As younger people, we want to achieve something as well but adults are too practical and want long term plans. I'd say that you should give your dream a try. There's nothing wrong with just giving it a try. You can make art your sideline, and when you receive lots of offers with good deals, you can go full time! That way, you won't take too much risk. What matters the most, is that we also enjoy what we're doing. If we just work to make a living, it's gonna take toll on our mental health as well because working would become unbearable. I wish you all the luck! I hope you and your family stay strong <3
Happy to hear so, stay strong!
I hope you don't misunderstand the situation and just fucking punch those bastards and beat them up so they won't touch Suha ever again!!! Istg if you get mad at Suha because you thought he's sucking dick for leisure, imma whoop your ass!!
I am pro blonde guy IF!!! AND ONLY IF! he's gentle with our guy.. He'd be like.. 'oh.. He looks pretty that I don't want to hurt him. I want to be gentle with him and just wanna see him feel good and loving every thrust. I want to hear him scream from pleasure. I can't bear to hit him. I want to see him feel good. nothing else" shit like that.
But I'm definitely more on the YAKUZA DADDY TEAM!!
You just perfectly described what Taeseung/Mafia Daddy wants to do with our beautiful boxing bb Suyeong (≧▽≦).....About Minhyeok aka Baby Faced Sadist, you want spoilers or nah?
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Suyeong and Minhyeok buy alcohol and head over to Suyeong’s place. We see Suyeong still traumatised by what happened with Jisung while he’s taking a shower. In order to cope he starts drinking heavily to the point of nearly passing out. Minhyeok decides to make his move and Suyeong reciprocates. They head over to the bed and both seem to be enjoying themselves. Minhyeok tells Suyeong to say who it is who’s making him feel good….Suyeong’s calls out Taeseung/Mafia Daddy’s name.
Minhyeok gets mad af and when Suyeong asks him to put it in (meaning mafia daddy) Minhyeok says no and decides to have intercrural sex instead. Suyeongs writhing about in pleasure thinking about Mafia daddy and calling out his name so Minhyeok shoves his hand over his mouth to shut him up and keeps going. The next day Suyeong wakes up and thinks he was just dreaming about what he wants to do with Taeseung.
Min has already said he wants to see the Cinnabon crumble and fall apart. Nah dog, keep him away.
Doubt that's the last time we see any action between them either which has me worried for our boi. Some ppl gonna be fine with what happened, some won't.
Personally just want Suyeong to be happy, so imo it was a grimy move by Min...Cinnabon been through enough trauma and didn't deserve that. Mafia daddy's doing well in the raws so def keeping an eye on him...
Baby Faced Sadist is still an interesting character but after reading the raws:
Suyeong x Happiness/Taeseung (once the debt gets wiped)
Minhyeok x The Streets
Im still mad (spoiler)
Min thot a good way to wake him up was by twisting his nipple. Like bitch....and he was dead drunk. No noooooo...
My only regret is with the way the story is going, Cinnabon’s hurting so much he might actually be down for some SM. Not because it’s good for him or helps him but because he’s looking for intense physical stimuli to drown out the trauma.
I just can’t ╥﹏╥
Yep totally see that happening. There's a bunch of other factors that'll determine the outcome too, but the main thing is how he handles his trauma and what he prefers:
Taeseung who gets off on his partners pleasure/pushing him to his limits?
Minheyok who gets off on his partners pain/breaking his limits?
Lol.. I was gonna comment that we already have an old guy in the group so that dude needs to shoo away.. But that's in Here U Are
Anywayy.. Well.. Hmm.. If he's gonna top our baby seme, I hope I don't see the deed. Cause that would be very VERY awkward to see our baby seme BEING A BABY IN BED.
And I hope the MC Uke gives him more attention so the seme can't be stolen huhu
Was the hottest shit I've ever seen. Kou's dick is freaking enormous for a human as well. I can't handle a titan's dick, but I will definitely sign up for Kou's dick lol
In comic formm maybe. ...but in really life. It's gross. Have you seen walrus video guy? Grosss
Idk the exact vid but when I searched it I saw this https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5871419a79c67 and it's nasty as hell.