This is definitely the better part of their time, the memories are gone and Jooha can live normally and Dooshik has him.. but I’ll never not be sad that even if the memories are gone the body keeps the score and Dooshik has to live with the painful past haunting him just as much.
To love someone who’s not really there anymore. Ugh, I don’t want him to remember his past, I just want Jooha to live well and for them to love each other and be happy.