Bro, you don't have to feel any guilt. This guy raped you, and you even forgave him, and after that he came to say that "he didn't think about having a relationship between the two of you", meaning he just wanted to use you. Seriously, fuck you.
Definitely the lack of communication is what fucks up their relationship, in most BLs if the Seme and the Uke just talked about their feelings things would get better, but bro, this Seme is so fucked up mentally that i think that if the Uke spoke how he feels, things would probably get worse
Ye, it's kinda switched taste lol i guess its for broader and wider target audience. To those who likes vanilla, sweet and non-toxic S1 is for them and to those that are into toxic, romance-edging, and kinda messed up S2 (and above) is for them i guess,,,
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