She was never trained to use a gun, never trained to take over, never trained to fight or dodge an attack. What the hell has her family been doing? Whether you are going to inherit the family or not, you should be trained in self protection and defence as well as attack. She should have been given a weapon to defend herself as well. She’s so stupid. She should have taken the gun from her bf and shot the hisashi guy cause then it’s just revenge for the bullet he put in her. Actually, for harming the future head lady of the yakuza or any woman for that matter, the punishment is harsh. He would have been tortured or killed for it. Why does this feel like the author didn’t do any research and didn’t bother to make the “strong willed” FMC actually fit into the narrative they are trying to portray? I read a lot of mafia books and almost all of the women in the mafia books know self defence and how to point and aim a gun. Even staff like the head maid or butler of estate can fight! It just baffles me.
You can’t get blood from your own elbow… it’s impossible to put the needle in properly yourself without absolutely destroying some veins going in and going out. I don’t know why the guy didn’t teach him how to safely draw blood HIMSELF cause all he did was do a standard blood draw as any nurse or phlebotomist would do.
This is by no means me telling anyone to do this or that it’s safe or that anyone should try this so keep that in mind!
But if you’re gonna do it yourself like this guy wants, do it in the leg or in the wrist. Wrist is easier, tourniquet under elbow and do is so tight that your arm goes very slightly numb. You need to properly cut off the blood circulation for a little while otherwise bad things can happen inside the vein. It’s better to do it up the arm than down is since the thicker “veins” called arteries take the blood to the appendages and the thinner ones (actually called “veins”) take the blood back to the heart. If you see a thin line that’s less than 1mm wide, it’s probably a capillary and you can’t draw blood from those. You can use butterfly needles which are thinner and have a higher chance of actually getting into the vein without any rupturing. While doing a blood draw, have sugar for the love of all that is holy and unholy in this universe. The last thing anyone needs is someone passed out while blood is still flowing out of them and into a blood bag or vials. Anyways I don’t think he will be able to handle using a needle to do blood draws. He’s actually better off cutting his wrist lightly since it’s actually not the best method to bleed out since there aren’t any major arteries in the wrist to bleed out quickly enough. It’s why vampires bite wrists when they just want a quick drink as opposed to draining a victim dry via carotid artery in the neck.
BTW, I’m not a serial killer or a doctor or anything. I want to be a forensic scientist so I know a lot of pretty weird and kinda morbid details about the human anatomy and a lot of things doctors know too. I just found this one part of the story to be extra nonsensical.
I didn’t really feel like he was crazy enough to be called wacko until this episode cause although he’s eccentric, he’s not exactly clinically insane… or at least until this chapter where he’s apparently thrown his entire brain out cause wtf?!?! Why would you offer something like that? And to a trashy old man? Wow. Just… no words can describe him better than “wacko”.
When a man tells you he doesn’t want you, don’t chase him and don’t let him tell you twice. It honestly demeans yourself. He can come and correct his statement but you do not go over there and beg. If a man who says he likes you goes off with another woman, you don’t waste time waiting around for him to see you and only you. You leave him and find someone who WILL see you and only you. Why compromise on key requirements for a relationship? A man who will flirt with every women will most likely always flirt with everyone woman. A man who denies any involvement with you will most likely deny your relationship over and over again. Trust your gut. Your head is a pessimist, your heart is an optimist but your gut sees reality for what it is. If that reality is inaccurate or the other party messed up how they wanted to portray themselves, they can come and explain. No explanation, no love. Stop normalising men being bad partners without consequences and stop normalising women having to beg and corner men for love. The fact is that we deserve love without needing to beg or corner anyone and we can get that even if it isn’t with the guy we want. Sometimes, it’s better to wait for the guy we need than to waste energy on the guy we want. Grandmas just like drama and all of them had to push their men into being better. Now, we’ve learnt that if we up our standards and state them clearly, there are men who fit that bill and we no longer need to settle for a fixer upper.
I didn’t know that angels could turn demon if they gave in… I wonder why the other angels haven’t given in like that… or is it that a demon needs to “corrupt” you to turn you? Idk but he looks wayyyyy better with black hair so I’m okay with this change.
I understand wanting to make your partner mad to see a different side of them. When your partner is super kind and loving and restrained, you feel like they are holding themselves back and you want them to give you the full brunt of their passion. That being said, don’t ever use jealousy as the method to make them angry. Knock over a plant, break a dish in the sink, tell them that their shirt is the wrong way round to annoy them even if it isn’t, but NEVER fake cheat. It’s disrespectful and cruel and can ruin your whole relationship with that person. They might never trust you again and with this couples trust issues… I don’t think it would survive. I’d rather make my partner lust over me until they had no choice but to give into the temptation and absolutely ravage me than to make them genuinely angry. He could also just express interest in certain kinks and try them out together. Like the friend said, he’d probably do whatever his bf asked him to do without question.
Isn’t it a rule that only parents and guardians can pick up children with the exception of if they were previously notified that someone else would be picking the child up? I wouldn’t trust a daycare that released a child without first calling the guardian to find out if the person has authority to take the child…
Mum is the only good character in this whole book. Everyone likes cain but he’s manipulative and he’s secretive. He will do everything for you and eventually you’ll get so fed up of not knowing the man you’re in a relationship with that you’ll break up with him for not being in this relationship with you in an emotional and mental sense. Yahwi is trying bless him but he’s not gonna be able to fix the bridges he burned. He needs therapy and he needs to heal. He can’t be with anyone right now. Anyone and anything can trigger him and make him go back to being an AH and that’s not good for anyone. I do like him for being the only character that’s acknowledged everything they’ve done wrong and tried to change. Cain and jooin won’t acknowledge any of their wrong doing to other people and don’t try to change to better themselves AT ALL. That being said, I still want yahwi single for the time being. He needs healing not romance. Jooin is a mess. He’s sloppy and he’s not thinking about anyone but himself. Yes you’re the main character of your own story but that doesn’t mean other people have to view you as such. That’s such an entitled way of thinking. He takes comfort in these two men and uses them but never commits to either one. He plays them against each other for no reason other than neither of them being EXACTLY what he wants. He refuses to even suggest that both of them are what he wants and that maybe trying a poly or open relationship might be a good way forward. He refuses to ignore anyone’s affections outright by just leaving their lives completely and cutting the cord. He just expects that they stay but at the same time wants both of them to leave their bad parts and their ugly parts at the front door. It doesn’t work like that. If you want someone to know you, you need to OFFER information and not just wait for it. He’s pulling a burr here and he will thoroughly regret it. Right now, he wants everything and anything that could be good for him but he’s not doing anything to get them and to hold them close to his heart. Relationships are hard work both ways. He expects both of them to work hard but not himself. He revels in yahwis obsession and remorse and his devastation from his past because it means jooin isn’t the only messed up person around and he seeks comfort in subservient yet secretive cain because he doesn’t actually care about cains life or hobbies, he wants cain as cain wants to be presented: as an obedient and comforting dog. Honestly, I hate the whole book but it’s like I’m watching a trainwreck and can’t look away. I want to say I’m done with this book but I need to know if jooin ever gets his head out his ass and starts actually behaving like a normal person and not an entitled spoiled brat. As always, I’m hoping cain and yahwi seek therapy and are able to work through their issues and start healing and putting themselves first in a healthy way. Jooin needs more than just therapy right now so I’ll hold off on wishing anything for him.
I need him to grovel, to open up fully, I need him vulnerable to all attacks and just allowing anything our sweet baby wants to give him in the name of revenge. I need him to prove he’s not a threat in both words and action. I need him to continue to look after those around our baby until our baby wants him to look after him as well. I need so much more from him. It’s not even about making him suffer. He can never and will never be able to suffer as much as our baby because our baby isn’t cruel enough to do those things back. So the only thing that will make this right is total submission and subservience with no expectations of anything further. And then it’s up to our baby when his subservience is enough to start to want to mend those bridges. He has to mend those bridges for our baby first tho. That means brick by brick, carefully placing each one and making sure that they are secure and would stand up to the test of time and nature, and then reinforcing it further. If he can’t do that for our baby, I want him to truly give up after these few dates. He gets what he earns but he hasn’t earned anything yet. I hope he makes the right choice.
Adding in unnecessary SA into yaoi is overrated and we hate it. You’ve made everyone drop this book due to your carelessness in writing and you not doing enough due diligence to figure out that your audience hates this stuff. We also hate it when there’s no warning like me who has PTSD and got triggered.
Chapter 4 has officially ruined the whole book which is such a shame because we loved 1-3.
Sincerely,
Your (now ex) audience.
Ngl… on a bad day I rate myself -47 but on a good day, I’m a solid 89. I feel like it’s kinda normal to rate people based on how much effort they put into their appearance as opposed to their actual features and stuff like symmetry of the face. I choose someone who has impeccable fashion sense over someone who has blue eyes and black hair and is tall (typically that famous actor handsome look). If you look like a slob and like you don’t take care of yourself at all (like he does at the office) then ofc people will rate you lower than when you do dress up and style your hair and finally clean the months worth of dust and fingerprints off your glasses. It makes the world of difference. I think someone loving you despite knowing what your 0 looks like and still finds you all the wonderful things they think about you when you are an 100 when you are a 0, that’s true love. If you can see their worst and still love them at that stage, that’s pure love and adoration. I think that was the important part of this story that so many people are missing out on.
Jealous or not, you NEVER tell your wife that she did something wrong when she just simply enjoyed nurturing her bond with half of your soul. If you want the same love and affection, stop pushing her away. She’s in love with the person as a whole and and both sides individually as well. But calling her names because she slept with half of your soul and making her feel less than or like a whore for simply being intimate with her own husband… that’s despicable. Ei san should be ashamed of himself and get on his hands and knees and beg her for forgiveness. What a pathetic husband he is to be pushing his own feelings of inadequacy onto his wife and making her self conscious. And he was never going to tell her until she shut him out as well. I don’t even know if I want to see him try to do better. Clearly the beast man version of himself is much more of a gentleman and much more of a faithful husband then the human version could ever be and for him to call that version names just because that side is doing something he’s too cowardly to do? He should be thankful that his wife is being loved and adored so thoroughly that there isn’t enough time for her to think of anything other than happy and loving thoughts. He should be thankful that eiji is pampering and spoiling the wife in his place. I’m tired of husbands getting mad when they aren’t doing their job and someone else comes to offer it. And in this case, it’s not someone else. In this case, it’s literally the other half of himself. It’s pathetic and it’s cruel to his wife and he needs to stop and get his act together as soon as possible or eiji needs to take over permanently so that their wife can be properly loved and cared for as a wife should be.
I now wish the sister was never brought to this world or that they never knew of her existence. I hate her and how she thinks that she has authority over what adults do in their spare time or over who her brother spends time with. If you’re 15 little girl, act like it. Stop throwing tantrums cause dear big brother has someone else he loves. As a woman myself, I’m so sick and tired of girls feeling entitled to sabotaging their brothers and male friends lives especially their love lives. It’s not cute and it’s not understandable. It’s disgusting and I wish she wasn’t even a part of the plot.
The hands swap… he’s holding his left hand but in the close up, he’s holding the right hand then in the long shot is back to holding the left… I… what?
Didn’t they say that anxiety and fear and generally scared feelings are what make demons able to scent that he’s human? Then why isn’t anyone fixing his anxiety? If they KNOW he’s anxious - cause you take one look at the poor boy and he’s trembling - they should just HELP HIM! He’s drowning and needs a life raft thrown to him but no one is even making sure he’s okay. Even the lion dog that’s been all over him has been ignoring the anxiety in favour of adding fuel to the fire and making him more anxious. Does he WANT him to be caught as a human?? I don’t really understand this. Do they want my baby boy to die? If so, I’d like to petition the school to drag him out to where it’s safe and he can have peace of mind.
It’s so confusing and I don’t like anyone here anymore. Nothing makes sense and when I look to the comments, no one else understands either. If it gets better later on and someone understands and reads the raws, please let me know if it’s worth sticking around to see it get better but otherwise, I’m over it.
Duke… please just say how you feel. She’s not an unreasonable woman and would answer every question of which you have a concern. It’s really unreasonable of you to expect her to just offer information when you never asked anything. I know this is the common miscommunication trope but it’s so frustrating to see it happen again and again to the same couple. After the first two times, he should have realised that TALKING TO HER would solve all the mystery.
Why doesn’t he just say that since dating him, he loves him so much that he’s also become a fan? It would explain all the posters and merch. There’s no reason to say WHEN he became a fan.
Why can’t they just be civil? Also omega bitchass coward should just lay everything out on the table. Wtf is up with all this bullshit? The friend is wayyyyyy out of bounds and should just give the advice and move on and the alpha shouldn’t try to beat up everyone who looks at the omega. Idk what the author is doing but they are making the readers hate the book and by doing so, people will dnf it. Get a move on author because keeping the readers in this annoyance is only bad for business. None of these issues are necessary to progressing the plot so why would people want to stick through chapters upon chapters upon chapters of the same stupid issues that could have been resolved in 5 pages of conversation? I’m so exhausted from reading books with this much misunderstanding trope and issues with no resolve.
He’s jealous of the bro cause he got to see the dad daily meanwhile he’s just waiting. And instead of taking it up with the dad, he tried to compete with the child prodigy to become smarter and better and when bro was interested in our lil porn star, he decided to stalk him and make him anxious and enter his life to steal him away?? Is that what this is? He’s trying to slowly take the attention away from his brother?