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I need him to grovel, to open up fully, I need him vulnerable to all attacks and just allowing anything our sweet baby wants to give him in the name of revenge. I need him to prove he’s not a threat in both words and action. I need him to continue to look after those around our baby until our baby wants him to look after him as well. I need so much more from him. It’s not even about making him suffer. He can never and will never be able to suffer as much as our baby because our baby isn’t cruel enough to do those things back. So the only thing that will make this right is total submission and subservience with no expectations of anything further. And then it’s up to our baby when his subservience is enough to start to want to mend those bridges. He has to mend those bridges for our baby first tho. That means brick by brick, carefully placing each one and making sure that they are secure and would stand up to the test of time and nature, and then reinforcing it further. If he can’t do that for our baby, I want him to truly give up after these few dates. He gets what he earns but he hasn’t earned anything yet. I hope he makes the right choice.