30 years old Georgian straight female engineer designer. I discovered yaoi world by chance by watching animes. I don't really remember which one was the first yaoi anime I've watched, but I do remember the first yaoi manga and it was Koisuru Boukun. At first I watched its anime and really liked it but it wasn't enough at all so I was really happy ......
No. I am 43, and while I used to date and even have a 19-yr-old son (out of wedlock), I do not really date anymore. I have only ever met one man that I TRULY wanted to spend the rest of my life with. He did not love me back (we are still friends, but he married someone else). After that, I tried dating a few times, but I just don't feel anything ev......
I'm bi (a girl) but I swing for guys more. Idk I can't really explain mine. Like, I can like a guy by appearance but when it comes to liking girls, I would like them based on their personality. I'll just call it bi. Gosh, I remember when I didn't know I was bi yet, I would stare at random girls' boobs. I thought I was just jealous but I wasn't.......
I'm a bit of both but mostly M. I love it when I can just leave everything and let him do what he wants. But at the same time, when I go down on him it's a huge turn on to have him lying there squirming and whimpering.
Honestly,at first i thought that the best kind of yaoi couple would be the iconic small cute and wide eyed uke with the strong tall overprotecting and serious looking seme.but then i learned what "tragic" and "psychological" yaoi is like.i think it was from Yami BL.and then i read the works of harada,psyche delico,ogawa and especially the genious ......
Falling in love, I believe that if I ever like a guy they'll cheat on me or our relationship just will end up bad. I know that not all guys are like this but I feel like I won't be able to find any good guy. I just want to be with one person forever.
My first thought was: "Holy shit. This is a thing. People draw this." And then I had so many questions like: How does that thing fit in a butt? Doesn't it hurt? What if it makes him want to poo? Do they take poo breaks? How do you determine if you're the one that enters the butt? Do you have to be the taller one? Do you have to be Japanese? ......
You're still young. It's not too late to start over. Meet new people, make new friends. Or you can try to get in touch with your old ones. Find and do what makes you happy. Set some personal goals and work to fulfill them. Make this time about you. Love will find its way to you again eventually.
Yaoi readers: who reads yaoi?