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tasting, I mean it's like we need it or something

I swear to God, every time I decide to read a historical fantasy or any supernatural/fantasy BL, it always ends with fucking pregnancy. I try to tiptoe around it, double-check to make sure there’s no pregnancy plot, and guess what? IT'S STILL END WITH PREGNANCY! And the authors give zero indication it’s going to happen. It's always something random like, “Oh, there’s this man/family who makes potions or pills to get men pregnant,” or, “Me sucking your blood will make you pregnant.” Like, this comes out of nowhere in the fucking 70th chapter! Sometimes they don’t even bother with an explanation—just, “Oh, by the way, he’s pregnant.”

And the MC? No reaction. Like, dude, you thought this was impossible, and now it’s happening, and you’re just… chill about it? Even women have mixed reactions to pregnancy—fear, horror, or just processing what’s happening—but these MCs are always like, “Meh.”

Supporting authors on T A P P Y T O O N S is a nightmare, especially if you’re from a third-world country. Companies couldn’t care less about us because they know we don’t have the money to pay for the stuff that we see on ads, so they don’t even give us those damn ads. I have to use a damn VPN that keeps disconnecting—it’s literal torture. And when I finally manage to scrape together enough to buy all the chapters of a manhwa I like (because I want to support authors who make BLs with actual plots), it all ends in male pregnancy!

The only time I felt good about my purchase was with Her ShimCheong. Everything else? A scam. I had to drop so many series because of that damn male pregnancy trope.

Let’s be real: BLs with male pregnancy are mostly heteronormative. It’s this idea of “You can’t be happy without kids,” so authors shove babies into the story out of nowhere. And don’t hit me with the “But men can get pregnant” excuse. THEN THEY DO THAT, why is it always a cis man? Oh, I know why—because most BL fans are transphobic, and authors won’t touch trans characters with a ten-foot pole.

I would love to read and support BLs with trans men, but let's be honest that will never happen the author will get shit for that. Male pregnancy keeps happening in BL because of society’s obsession with the “You need kids to be happy” narrative. There’s nothing deep about it—it’s just another heteronormative idea that society likes to push and people follow it like sheep.

That happened to me when I was a kid. Anyway, in middle school, I was friends with people who were way out of my league—really smart in school—while I, on the other hand, sucked at it. Bear in mind, I was friends with them as people, not because I wanted anything from them. I never asked them for anything.

Other classmates called me their dog, but I didn’t care—I genuinely loved them as my friends. But people clearly felt jealous of our friendship. There was this girl who suddenly wanted to start being their friend and push me out of the picture. (I say "suddenly" because it wasn’t random—it was the end of the year, and exams were around the corner, so she probably wanted to benefit from them to get better results.)

Anyway, she started walking with us on the street, cracking jokes here and there. And somehow, she pushed me out of the way—literally—and they left me to walk behind them. At that moment, I realized my classmates were right: I was a dog all along, lol.

This girl and I lived in the same neighborhood, so while the other girls went their separate ways, she walked with me. But instead of being nice, she insulted me the whole way. She said I was useless, a loser, and didn’t deserve to be their friend. Of course, that really hurt. So the next day, I told my “friends” about it. And guess what? They didn’t believe me, lol.

I had been their “friend” for a whole year, and they chose to believe this girl they just started talking to the previous day. They said, “She wouldn’t do that; she’s a good person.” Like a loser, I started crying. I wish I could go back to my past self and tell her not to cry and just end that friendship right there. But nope—they chose her because they found her funny.

That moment changed my whole perspective on friendship. I stopped forming emotional attachments to people.

I'm not gay
I don't like men
I never imagined myself sucking a dick but here I'm doing it
you are the only man that I can fall in love with

I mean, like, on your way home or something. Okay, here’s mine: there was this super old, 90-year-old man sitting on a bench. He called me over, and I thought, 'Okay, maybe he needs help or something.' So I asked him what he wanted. But guess what he asked me? He wanted me to go with him behind a house to, you know, do something with him. I was so damn shocked. Of course, I refused, but then he started guilt-tripping me, saying stuff like, 'If I were a young guy, you’d do it with me.' I was just standing there, like, 'Where did he even get that idea from?' I was wearing super conservative clothes, but this old man just started making up fanfiction about me being out here sluting for no reason. ╮(￣▽￣)╭