It’s strange how its already been three months since then. When time was already passing, I thought I’d be able to move on quick as we only dated for 6 months, not even a year. Even now, I still think about him and would often cry about him at night. Every night.
I wouldn’t say he was the first person I dated, but he was the first ever person to make me feel wanted and the first person whom I could be silent with. I was happy just being with him , while he was a really quiet person, I was happy that he would do all the talking, and I’d do all the listening. When we were together, It felt like we could be ourselves without having to be like everyone else.
He was a really nice and caring person. I never had the impression of him ignoring me from time to time. But, if that was his only way to move forward, then there’s nothing I could do about it. Because of our differences, we were bound to end at some point. However, I hoped for the longest time that he and I would have our closure and be able to speak about our feelings to one another for the last time.
I can’t say much about his situation, but it’s what made us broke up. I just hope he’s happy right now.
I still really miss him though. He was a good friend as well so I wouldn’t mind if we decided to keep contact with just the friendship label. Nowadays, our random encounters would always turn awkward, whenever we’d see each other we would just run away. (︶︿︶)＝凸
You know when they say that ber months are where the plot twists usually happen? Something messy just happened and its spreading around in our class and in another school.
So basically, my friend “A” is a guy in our friend group and he has a girlfriend in another school. We’ve only seen them interact a few times but they do go on dates if they aren’t busy. We only thought of them as a sweet couple and nothing else so we really did not expect them to break up. His girlfriend is an old classmate of mine and she and her friends were just talking shit about him so thats when I knew they officially broke up.
At that time, it really surprised me cause I never thought friend “A” is the type to do all those things they’ve said. So when I came to school today, my friend “C” went up to me and start asking, “Do you know what happened?” and I nodded and she quickly told me everything he has been doing. At first maybe it was all just a misunderstanding but then I understood that time that everything he did would actually make his girlfriend upset. Personally I would and I wouldnt take it.
What made me upset was that the situation couldve been held privately and i know that friend “A” is clearly on the wrong but what his girlfriend and her friends are doing isn’t good either. Friend “C” has been spreading about him so i feel bad cause I consider him a friend and i think what he has been doing is just cause he’s just really friendly.. But im not sure guys! I am in no one’s side cause I dont want to cause any drama so i want to know what really is right :)
don’t really want to share too much in case someone i know sees this but i have this close friend who’s pretty mean to me in general..
He’s a guy and he teases me the most out of all my friends in our fg and then suddenly he wants to play the nice guy!
Ofc i felt very suspicious but then he would start trying to get my attention and nudge at me so i can look at his way or buy me stuff or trade stuff with each other so it can be “even”.
I thought at first that he prob just want to go through a character development arc..
But then when i became really conscious of his actions, i realized he wouldn’t stop staring at me and some cases, i’d caught him smiling at me and he would look away so fast the moment i see him.
Anddd this ONE small moment kind of really bothered me too. When i insulted him saying that he looks like a (blank) but then he said “thats my favorite thing” and then he changed my name in his contact as that favorite thing so thats what rlly makes me question, “does bro like me??”
i think bro is okay as long as he changes some of his habits He’s clearly not my type but i do enjoy the things we do despite him pushing me out.. here and there ugh.. （￣へ￣）
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