
We learn new things when entering new relationships, i believe leewon is still our kind and forward guy but he tasted this slow painful burn of temptation. You are put in these really mind fucking situations and still have the balls to get hard and fuck because of how tense it is. Leewon slowly is getting addicted to that painful and insane sex as well as the unpredictability of caesar. Do you know how exhilarating it can be to have one of the most insane mafia bosses all under your thumb, completely obsessed? Its difficult at the beginning because he genuinely cant understand why caesar is like that but he knows what to do now and hes gonna use that, they love each other but no fucking way is it romantic.
Genuinely, i kinda feel like this type of mafia stuff is more believable than the other ones where “he completely changed overnight, left the mafia with no consequences, hes so sweet now and all the product of abuse and training he went through as a kid is replaced with only kindness and i know hes never gonna hurt me because of the power of love”. No, this guy is a fucking lunatic. Points a gun at a kid, rapes leewon, shoots him THREE times, drugs him and etc. like shit. People stay in relationships for money, their kids, sex, the feeling and etc. despite the abuse and pain.

Im so fucking proud of him but so fucking worried?? Its not normal like everything he’s experiencing, sleep walking to his death? Ripping a needle and bleeding out? And hes not even in pain or surprised by the information of him attempting suicide without a clear memory of it?
Jesus christ Dan, my heart quickened when he pulled that needle off his arm
and really jaekyung? Thats all youre thinking about rn? Hes bleeding and just tried to kill himself, and your worry is how to trap him beside you. Bffr
Kept staring at the door begging for mincheol to see them doing it…but tbh with you, i want him to see her at her happiest and highest WITHOUT him, i want her to shine so brightly that everything around her seems like theyre in slow motion and i want him to be fucking stabbed with regret and agony because of what he lost.