I see the arguments here i know rud grew up more differently than he was as a kid(trauma) and our mc wants love like her parents(which definitely made her delulu but blindddd asf) and literally river is like her father and she definitely is like her mother and because I've read so much that I'm overthinking things like what if rud became a 2nd ml or will river be the 2nd ml both will definitely hurt me so why not take both( ╹▽╹ )
It's been almost a year