
Huge respect to the author for saying that some things are not meant to be forgiven (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
And while I also like the fact that the rape scene wasn't shown, I wished it was more explicitly mentioned somewhere in the story instead of just hinting at it. For the longest time, I thought Chiwoo was traumatized because of the violence, and Jihyun did say he wouldn't do anything he'd regret, so I thought he stopped there. It wasn't until it was repeatedly shown as a flashback that I started wondering that something actually happened. Was going to post a question in the comment after I finish reading but the author actually clarified it in his notes.
Even without it, Jihyun was a complete nutjob and I didn't think he could sink any lower. That guy needs therapy, not a school abroad. Ugh just remembering when he first showed up again, with no hint of remorse and no apology, makes my blood boils. Why someone would support this toxic relationship is lost on me ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I mean, being possessive is fine, but completely ignoring what the other party feels and treating them badly? Nah.

I'm surprised with this hate on uke. He told the seme he was pregnant (even explained in detail although the seme wasn't listening), he tried to reach seme when his grandparent died, seme didnt pick up because he's what, too busy being sad of sth that didn't actually happen. Again uke tried to call seme when he's sick because literally no one else got his back but failed to reach him (yes seme was dying but who's fault was that in the first place?) I'd be bitter too if i were the uke.
And seme using the sister's career as leverage to get uke to marry him, is that appropriate? Uke was basically offering himself up because he didn't know what else to do, so seme should know better. Sure seme has good intention, but let's face it, that's basically coercion since seme knows uke was in no position to refuse. If seme truly feels guilty he should've offered to resolve the situation without asking for anything in return.
And i kinda hate how they use the rut to progress the story.

ah yes i see what u mean but im not rlly judging them rn im just reading the manhwa n enjoyin it i kinda see where its going already and i see everyone picking sides but i thing they both suffered alot while they were apart n ya the seme made a mistake its might be a dumb mistake and there no way to justify his mistakes atleast hes trying to make thing better and trys to make up for that mistake and trying to be in his childs life n i give him props for that it and ik in the end the uke would forgive him for that and they'll be together and have a happy life cuz u can tell the seme really loved the uke very much he was just overpowerd by jealousy but eh im just one person might get hate if one of the uke supportors see this the drama about the manhwa is funny tho

I also try not to pick sides. The way they react are both understandable, the seme's insecurity when they were still in high school, and now the uke's fear of accepting him back because he and the child's been abandoned before. Uke was barely an adult himself and he was left on his own and I could only imagine what life would be like with no support system at all at that age. Still, seme only stuck around at first because he needed sth from uke, so i'm just enjoying the redemption arc and hope the author stretches it some more :p stopping himself from attacking the uke while uke's in heat is too much of a cliche in omegaverse that I need more effort from seme to win back uke's heart. But we all know the end is near ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Shizuma's being too insensitive grr