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man my emotions are all over the place. when they have sweet moments its so cute and i feel like they should be together, but then other times i can really see that hwan young is truly suffering and scared, and that jaehyuk is ENJOYING the author’s suffering and it makes me so upset. i want hwan young to be happy, but he can’t be truly happy and free like this and it breaks my heart since i know all he wants is love and affection :(
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why tf is this rated so high? looked interesting and had good ratings so i check the comments and wow it’s got tons of noncon like huh. i think i’m starting to learn ppl on here don’t have good taste, or they love horrible male love interests (but only in yaoi tho
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the ml being the abuser is the point lmao. people don't just like noncon for no reason; here there's a compelling plot and complex characters that warrant morally dubious behavior, and that's why folks give it a high rating. nobody is denying the fact that the ml is a trigger-happy genocidal abuser, but we're here because we want to see where the author will proceed with a character like that and how the mc will avenge his mom.
i agree that there's a lot of unnecessary noncon in this genre, and I've dropped many bl's before due to it. but assuming any work that has it is automatically low-quality and anyone who reads it has bad taste... shows a lack of media literacy in your part. you didn't even read it to see
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for what it’s worth i don’t mind if ppl enjoy this kind of thing. i know what i said was harsh, honestly i’m just tired of the noncon trope in every single bl and every one just letting it slide. but for those that openly like dark content for what it is and acknowledge that it’s fucked up, that’s fine. i’ve seen way too many stories that pretend abuse never happened and turn into a “cute romance”.
i guess also it’s frustrating that a i will enjoy a dark romance, but it seems like it always has to have tons of noncon to be dark. like it can be toxic without the SA, y’know?
anyways, i could yap about this for hours but the point is i agree with you and apologize for the sweeping generalization. my comment was out of frustration so don’t take it to heart. also thanks for the respectful response :)
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i love that this was a rare role reversal of the typical rich toxic seme and naive pitiful uke dynamic that i am sick to death of, so refreshing. although the story itself and characterization has some irritating and confusing parts, i think they were made for each other and it was pretty cute in the end. though i’m also a huge fan of dominant ukes so make of that what you will lmao.
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dude im torn bc i want jaewoo to just tell hyeonjin the truth but like, honestly how would u even explain all that?? “yea i didnt actually die im from a whole other world and got put in a book but then my crazy friend came after me and killed me so i would go back-“ LIKE DO U SEE HOW INSANE THAT SOUNDS. i wouldn’t believe it either, i guess the only way to prove it would be recounting all the events that happened to hyeonjin. i wonder how mujin is going to react to seeing jaewoo tho
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ppl hating mc for “being annoying” is so wild. god forbid someone that’s been abused and traumatized actually have lasting symptoms and show them. yes he’s frustrating, having anxiety, abandonment issues, low self esteem, depression and suicidal tendencies will kinda cause some problems. mc made some mistakes and said bad things, but everyone does, its called being human. what’s most important was that he was able to come out of this a better person and grow, and hopefully learn to treasure himself more. but anyways, they are super cute together and i wish them a happy married life together.
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bc a lot of ppl on here are immature and don't care to try and empathize with characters that actually have depth to them, but at the same time excuse abusive behavior of a different character bc "they're hot." a lot of times if mental illness isn't shown as poetic or in an aesthetic way ppl will be like "ew they're weird" which is sad since those that do suffer from mental illness will see this and shut themselves off even more. so yeah i really like when characters in media portray the unpleasant sides of trauma because it needs to be talked about :)
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SPOILERS UP AHEAD BUT-
so hwan was the one who killed his parents?? AND he fucking made those monsters that molested and raped him and scared him?? okay. OKAY. just throw the entire man away. fucking hell i thought he was cute (lacking flavor but cute) but now i fucking hate him. not to mention i was hardcore simping over jin the whole time like "THIS MAN IS LITERALLY PERFECT PLEASE" if the author makes hwan and chiwoo be endgame im gonna be so mad i swear dsfjhdsjkfsd
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I've reread chap.40. Goodness, I think you're right, it's possible caused Hwan said "... as I've hope." Just like he's expecting it and really sure of it. So that means, it's possible that is his wish and it's granted even before he met Moony?
I'm a little bit confused because he said on chap.38 "I was scared because it seemed like you were trying to distance yourself from me... I felt like you were avoiding me... So when Moony showed up and offered to grant me a wish, I couldn't refuse." So I've been thinking, maybe he met Moony during teenage years and that the accident that happened on their childhood days is only a coincidence or something like that...
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dude yeah it's kinda confusing. i'm thinking it's possible Hwan was lying when he said "...when Moony showed up and offered to grant me a wish..." because remember he was also faking crying (ie that sinister smile). also it seemed that Moony was actually the one following Hwan's orders, so does that mean that Hwan is the one in control here? idk wth is going on but everyone needs to get their shit together
she li showing up wearing the cone of shame and trying to lure mo back into a friendship like this man has no self awareness… i just know he’s gonna try some shady shit because he’s a cowardly bitch. please just throw his goofy ass in a padded room. or an oven, i’m not picky.
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