Myllie1's Questions (125)

SLOW BURN SHOUNEN-AI PLEASE (or BL in general)
but like, REAL slow burn, "Crossplay love" style, 100 chapters in and nothing has happened yet (doesn't need to be 100 ch. but like, a long while before anything happens, like The Stranger In The Mirror)

I need you all to lock the fuck in, every year is the same bullshit because y'all want some hit tweets, cvial tiktoks, follows on insta. Get in your head: You are a criminal, motherfucker, act as such and stay LOW

Bears? Please, spare some bears? Beautiful, handsome, gorgeous bears, large, fat, hairy, but NOT ugly, gotta have a beautiful face, please, please, please

Bottom losing his virginity to a partner/friend, no rape, preferably older top (but not too creepy, like 17-22 is fine, 20-38 is crazy). Cute but hot?
Korean or Japanese comics only.

Anybody knows a BL like this? Uke is abused (in one way or another, just being overtly rude, bullying, neglect, violence, rape, idc), by seme but seme ain't doing it out of his own volition, he went through some mind break (or spell or brainwash or whatever) and uke is enduring it because he is trying to save the seme and turn him back to normal?
NOT incest.

I'm distressed rn. I need violence, I need something where we can see guts being spilled (not just a few punches). No moral lesson, just violence, even better if it's senseless.
NO rape nor ecchi tho, plz. Body horror caused by intentional deformation/medical procedures is welcomed tho.

Fat seme (not bara/not ugly) or fat uke with a skinnier partner? and they fuck while they are still fat plz??

Recently got into peterick and wow, I need it urgently

Something that's like adventure or horror or psychological, but feels melancholic, sad, hopeless, desolated, like you are 13 and hearing Lorde's Glory and Gore for the first time, you know? Like you just discovery Halsey's room 99 and badlands.
Something like the summer Hikaru died, or the saddest arcs of ORV (or infinite regressor with stories to tell), or the end of Starving Anonymous when you realize the world is just utterly fucked.

Is "Got Dropped into a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work (괴담에 떨어져도 출근을 해야 하는구나)" available here under another name? (or available anywhere in english/spanish/portuguese/french/Italian?)

Long yaoi with a sport setting? Or sport focused mangas with good bromance (Haikyuu, blue lock, daiya, bungou, days, all out, dogsred, wind breaker, yowapeda, kurobas, prince of tennis, you know, the main ones I've checked out already)