Myllie1's Questions (122)

Bottom losing his virginity to a partner/friend, no rape, preferably older top (but not too creepy, like 17-22 is fine, 20-38 is crazy). Cute but hot?
Korean or Japanese comics only.

Anybody knows a BL like this? Uke is abused (in one way or another, just being overtly rude, bullying, neglect, violence, rape, idc), by seme but seme ain't doing it out of his own volition, he went through some mind break (or spell or brainwash or whatever) and uke is enduring it because he is trying to save the seme and turn him back to normal?
NOT incest.

I'm distressed rn. I need violence, I need something where we can see guts being spilled (not just a few punches). No moral lesson, just violence, even better if it's senseless.
NO rape nor ecchi tho, plz. Body horror caused by intentional deformation/medical procedures is welcomed tho.

Fat seme (not bara/not ugly) or fat uke with a skinnier partner? and they fuck while they are still fat plz??

Recently got into peterick and wow, I need it urgently

Something that's like adventure or horror or psychological, but feels melancholic, sad, hopeless, desolated, like you are 13 and hearing Lorde's Glory and Gore for the first time, you know? Like you just discovery Halsey's room 99 and badlands.
Something like the summer Hikaru died, or the saddest arcs of ORV (or infinite regressor with stories to tell), or the end of Starving Anonymous when you realize the world is just utterly fucked.

Is "Got Dropped into a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work (괴담에 떨어져도 출근을 해야 하는구나)" available here under another name? (or available anywhere in english/spanish/portuguese/french/Italian?)

Long yaoi with a sport setting? Or sport focused mangas with good bromance (Haikyuu, blue lock, daiya, bungou, days, all out, dogsred, wind breaker, yowapeda, kurobas, prince of tennis, you know, the main ones I've checked out already)

I need to fill a very specific need, and I'm so sorry about it but hear me out first.
So! When I get into ships I notice some yaoi couples have their exact vibe (e.g.: gmg and that one artsy BL), so I've gotten used to seen my ships in comics like it's some sort of AU, lol, and maybe a girl can't always win, but I disagree!
The thing is: I've gotten into fob lately (8 days now).
Yeah, fall out boy. At ¼ of a century years old I've gotten into a scene band, wow. Anyways, getting into a band means getting into its ships too, right? Peterick is just… insane. And amazing.
Now, YOU don't need to know who they are, all I ask is if you have any recs for yaois with guys in their 40s that LOOK THEIR AGE, please send it my way. If one of them is chubby and has a cute face (or/and one has long hair) even better yet! All old men yaoi is taken tho, I accept it all if they look old and fuck sexy.
Alternately! Something that mirror their young days would be amazing, just this hot menace of a man, half-doomed, with this weird, irritable, semi-sweet little nerd? Tbh, just playboy×plain guy is a common trope (and I'm taking, gimme!!) but if the plain guy is fat I'm gonna love you so so much.

They are office workers and coworkers. At night the boss has black hair and works at a cross dressing service bar where you can't touch the staff but can be touched by them, he wears big big big bunny ears, is super cute and wants to be spoiled. There's height difference and his bedroom is very cute.

Anybody knows where I can read the scum villain's self saving system for free?? (the novel)