Myllie1 August 3, 2024 12:01 pm

I had this on my completed list, how unexpected

Myllie1 August 1, 2024 11:48 am

God, the arrogant stupid af MC and the brat who looks like a girl, who the fuck thought that was a good idea? Doesn't the author have an editor to tell them "hey, this is LEGIT trash"? Making the pink haired dude the second couple would've been much more fun

Myllie1 July 31, 2024 2:31 pm

Yall kinda silly silly. The kid has one-sided feelings for his teacher (which happens irl), not the contrary, hence not pedophilia.
Also,is not like anyone forced the kid to watch some Sexual content, no one intentionally exposed the kid to anything inappropriate. Sometimes you walk in on your parents having sex — you think you locked the door, you think your kid is asleep, they get home earlier than expected, y'know, accidents happen.
Also, this is omegaverse, the omega went into heat and took his mess TWICE, what happened would be the omegaverse equivalent of seeing street animals copulating or walking in on a mother bare chest after she just breast-fed her kid.
Those are just part of nature, it's not aimed at an audience or meant to give pleasure by being watched.
Please, for fucks sake, start thinking critically.

Myllie1 August 9, 2024 5:18 pm

When this came out I was obsessed, it's so MaetGeon, but now, reading the translation and seeing the seme's personality, I get why that Japanese Zerose said this was like Gyubgeon

Myllie1 July 31, 2024 11:42 am

The author managed in one chapter to break the entire suspension of disbelief and ruin the magic of fiction.
It's It was fun with the blurred lines of consent in ch. 3, and then the idol realized he was being rapes and suddenly it wasn't any fun…
Of course if you still had fun that's fine, I'm only talking about how I consumed this media and why it was suddenly no longer fun:
I enjoy manipulative semes and gullible, naïve ukes, true, they make for good porn. But everything got way too real in ch. 4, like, baby boy wasn't even getting up no more and the only feeling he was showing was fear and nothing else. I thought the doctor would stop, he'd reassure the uke and go back to manipulate him and yaoi logic would go back in place, but no, he just kept going.

    Myllie1 July 31, 2024 11:45 am

    BTW, if anyone is unfamiliar with the concept of suspension of disbelief (and it's role in media emotional immersion) and why it breaking can make something that was fine suddenly become repulsive:
    Suspension of disbelief is when you know a piece is just art but allow yourself to get emotionally moved by it as if it's a real thing, adhering to the rules within the world-building of the story.
    Once this pact is broken, the person consuming the media will no longer be able to ignore the rules of real life and will look at the media for what it's be if it happened in the real world.
    Incest is OK in Greek mithology because we are adhering to its rule, but if a author retold a myth while also depicting the violent aspect of child abuse that usually comes along with incest, it would breaks your suspension of disbelief and you would no longer be able to over look, in that text, how Zeus and Hera are siblings, for example.
    This happens here when suddenly the uke is in mroe pain than pleasure, he's limp, he's not confused, he wants only one thing, which is for it to stop. The pact was broken, I cannot adhere to that world-building rule, this is smut is no longer hot, it's uncomfortable, this is no longer an immersive experience, but somebody's work that seems to think that the real life horrible aspect of rape is just as hot as the fictional aspect of "it's just sex".

    Apple16 July 31, 2024 11:46 am

    This some real shit. There’s always a line from real and fiction and that last ep just made it too real to the point that it just looks like mc is suffering

Myllie1 July 29, 2024 12:08 am

Kind of a dumb question but… does it have rape?
I saw it is added in a list called "consent is key" but a psychological, gore-is story without Rape sounds too good to be true

    lainer July 29, 2024 11:01 am

    Attempted in the recent chapters by other people, its so good go read it!

    The Homo Hop July 29, 2024 5:18 pm

    There is attempted rape however, it's treated as so in this story. Many stories include both attempted and committed rape scenes but they're glossed over in a manner that'll have the reader believe that the victim doesn't see these situations as a big deal. In this one there are consequences, anger, confrontation, and frustration regarding the attempts which is comforting in a way. The author does a great job at letting the readers understand that those situations should be taken seriously.

    Mei July 30, 2024 2:34 am
    There is attempted rape however, it's treated as so in this story. Many stories include both attempted and committed rape scenes but they're glossed over in a manner that'll have the reader believe that the vic... The Homo Hop

    Well said, totally true!

    Myllie1 July 30, 2024 1:10 pm

    Thank you so much, guys!
    I think it's a cultural thing, in my country everything that happened on the first 9 chapters would be considered rape, as we don't regard it as only when there's insertion of penis in the vagina/asshole, but all physical sexual stimulation between two or more people.
    I'm not even sure if I believe the arsonist is a real person and not a alter of the doctor, tbh, so I have a lot of questions and wonders. Yall don't need to answer, I'm already very thankful, truly!!
    Since on the very least we didn't see the doctor taking any pleasure in being abused (until where I read at least), I'm wondering if they address it and explicitly say that the doctor only went along to keep himself safe or something like that?
    The doctor repeatedly allows the touches, further and further indulging him in what seemed to be due to coercion but I'm afraid of the possibility of that being him willingly allowing those things for truly believing that's a good therapeutic strategy. Do we get the doctor thought process regarding his treatment approach at any point?
    Personally I'd rather comics just treated rape with yaoi logic of "it's not real violence in this universe, no means yes" if they are going to pull punches and compromise, not going the full length of criminalizing and penalizing the rapist or ensue a mindbreak plot because I always feel, for reasons of verisimilitude, it creates a worse image for how to deal with the real life crime than the ones who have no pretension of treating it as the real thing.
    Here, Idk, it does treat rape as abuse, as "a bad thing" and talk about culpability and how rape is not sex but a form of violence and a tool for establishing power. But at the same time I felt like its weight was lessened when the doc addressed the abuse he is being put through in the same way a parent teaches a kid to not pull a cat's tail… was that him trying to rationalize with the arsonist to stay safe or was that his actual stand? Does he end up forgive-forgetting the violence we saw on those first chapters?

    Myllie1 July 30, 2024 1:15 pm

    THIS TURNED OUT SO GODDAMN BIG, I'M SO SORRY, I'M IN A HISTORICAL POLITICS CLASS AND WE ARE DISCUSSING SOME SERIOUS INTERPRETATIONS OF HUMAN BEHAVIORS AND ABUSE AND I JUST KEPT WRITING WHILE TALKING WITH THE TEACHER, I LOST CONTROL

    Nobodyhome August 2, 2024 10:20 am
    THIS TURNED OUT SO GODDAMN BIG, I'M SO SORRY, I'M IN A HISTORICAL POLITICS CLASS AND WE ARE DISCUSSING SOME SERIOUS INTERPRETATIONS OF HUMAN BEHAVIORS AND ABUSE AND I JUST KEPT WRITING WHILE TALKING WITH THE TE... Myllie1

    This story is based on a novel which is already completed in Korean so there’s nothing out there that you cannot find.

Myllie1 July 28, 2024 11:57 am

The thing is, with Jingi I can rationalize it to prison violence, unfortunately, that's just how shit goes down at the worse ones, but with heonjae… like… that bitch is crazy, yall, I don't think I can pretend not to see and enjoy with him, lol, if I had to pick one of them to be with myeonggil then it's Jingi, on the first chapters I thought it was gonna be Heonjae but yeah, no why, that's a sociopath through and through

Myllie1 July 26, 2024 9:38 pm

Ooooh, that was a lovely extra

Myllie1 July 22, 2024 12:11 pm

They truly match each other's freak

Myllie1 July 20, 2024 12:26 pm

Anyone know from which movie the gif at the end of the 1st ch is from?

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