
Something that's like adventure or horror or psychological, but feels melancholic, sad, hopeless, desolated, like you are 13 and hearing Lorde's Glory and Gore for the first time, you know? Like you just discovery Halsey's room 99 and badlands.
Something like the summer Hikaru died, or the saddest arcs of ORV (or infinite regressor with stories to tell), or the end of Starving Anonymous when you realize the world is just utterly fucked.
Oh, I'm not above fucked up dark yaoi. I'm definitely not above hot guy with a weapon for a prosthetic member, definitely not above uke who clearly can fight back and ruin shitty seme's well being if given a chance. And most of all, I'm not above deranged seme who truly believes hes in love with his poor uke.