
In the smexy part, the art is so exaggerated. I mean, I think it's only 6-8 inches. But sometimes, it even get near uke's heart when doing the boombayah. So funny~~~
But either way, when compared to the other bl stories I've read. In terms of being a pervert and a psycho, this is a whole 'nother level. The seme is so funny. It's not even that psychological anymore aside from uke being an immortal who for some reasons, when being f*cked by the seme, he gets sick and will have slower regeneration time.
Let me guess, if uke keeps getting boombaya'd by the seme, will he finally get his wish to die or not? Exciting to find out!

I dropped this story around year 2020. Simply waiting for it to be completed, thought I'd go back here again and it is still not finished yet. There's still a long way to go.
I decided to read it all over again just this afternoon and now, I'm at chapter 99.
haaaaaa, Idk what to say. I really don't like Hanwool even from the beginning. His art is good though, had a faint crush on him if he wasn't so annoying and trampling other people's lives like it was nothing.
I find Minhwa pitiful. He's a devil yes, but nonetheless still pitiful. He was just born and raised in an environment where he had to do what he have to do.
On this note, why isn't this done yet? Argh, how long do I have to wait for it to be completed.

Hyaaaa~~~ I can finally take a breath. I was on my tenterhooks waiting for him to reveal the truth. Gosh, I can't wait for more chapters. I wish for them to have a fulfilled ending.
Afterall, amongst all bl stories, this is one of the few of its kind where the ML is a whole forest green flag.

Not at the beginning. No, the ML doesn't remember him at all. But halfway through, he did get hints here and there. The final time where he got all his memories back is from where he got his diary back. Remember the time where ML is reading a notebook? That is in fact his diary with MC's picture on it and their ring. When ML throws the ring in the trash. It is actually to confirm that everything is real. So he grew afraid that MC might run away again if he told him the truth and so, he kept it to himself till now. You can try to re-read the story again and you'll get the gist of it.

I want to read this but at the same time, a part of me doesn't to. I feel like I will not be able to sleep well and I'll end up dreaming about this all night long.
But what should I do? I can't sleep coz I keep thinking of wanting to read this. But my heart is against on reading this. Ahh, I can't decide. Too hard.

Brett's hesitation is a sign of hope. It signifies something huge that he does not want to act as if he is in love to Hayden. He does not want to do any act infront of him. Doesn't that mean something completely special(?).
Either way, I'm getting scared for the chapters to come. I absolutely do not want to see Brett being SA'ed and for Hayden to know that fact. That revelation will unleash something complex. Wahhh, I can't wait! I'm excited but scared. Woooooahhh!!!!!

This was honestly good. Amongst all bl I've read for the entire 15 years. This will now become one of my most favorite to read.
The entirety of the story is heart whelming and a little sad but sweet. The smexy scenes despite not being too lewd as other bl stories, it allows the feelings and the romance to flourish. I really like it! I also really like their chemistry and the questionable depths of darkness and toxicity of the background characters.
Ahh, I think I'll keep re-reading this one again and again. The art style isn't even my style but I really really like the whole plot.
Other then the grape scene. I really like how it flows out.