
What chapter is the rapey thingy scene? I want to avoid it. My heart can't take it. I'm now at chapter 19 but I haven't read a page yet so I'm cool for now. But ahh, my heart is raging at the end of chapter 18 so I want to know in advance what happens so I can avoid it. I'm having insomnia these days and I don't think this will help me.
I want to drop it but I really really want to know what happens first so my mind will be at ease. This is getting me teary-eyed.

When will the seme know about uke's past? Specifically the part where uke was abused and locked up by his ex-esper who went berserk.

hmm i did not read anything about that, so probably there's nothing like that, though I think its maybe because even though seme is still not fully in love with uke, he still treats him kindly at least in the surface level, before he completely falls for uke
in short he doesn't treat uke bad enough for uke to hate him and run away from him
I kept re-reading this one coz it's cute and everytime it ends. My mind is full of questions of "WHERE IS THE BABY!!!???".
Anyhow, for the spinoff Alpha Trauma. The second male lead here who is the seme in the spinoff, mentions his story at chapter 38. It was cute how he blushes when Yeowoon pushed him to go tutor his soon to be uke.