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The thing about his friend backstabbing his back because he lives under his roof, hits too hard for me. Goddamnit, I know my friend and her family is not like this, but damn I cannot deny this is my worse fear ever.

My parents are abusive, and my teacher/friends' mom decided to take me to their family, that's why I'm living with them now. Though I know I've been accepted to thier family, I've been here for almost 2 years and have been through every family reunion and gathering. I cannot help but fear that this will happen to me if ever I made a mistake that will cause them to not like me anymore. hahahaha It's shallow, I know but It really hurts thinking about it. I love this family, I wish I could stay with them forever.