Skyler has past trauma from his feelings he had for his best friend and getting humiliated by said friend and all his classmates. Cirrus has past trauma of sexual abuse when he was little from his shitty teacher, emotional and physical abuse from his father, and emotional abuse from his father's girlfriends or significant others. He almost told Skyler in the last episode but ruined it by getting angry when Skyler didn't accept his kiss and saying he peed his pants as the lesser secret. Cirrus keeps everything bottled up inside and really needs to seek out a good therapist to help him emotionally deal with his past. Instead of confessing to Skyler that he actually has feelings for him he just tries to manipulate him instead. I really love this story, I find the art spectacular as it really shows the characters' emotions so well on their faces and with the angles of their bodies.
This is a fantastic story with an interesting plot and beautiful artwork, just a masterpiece!!
A masterpiece (▰˘◡˘▰)
Cirrus almost told him his secret about his teacher molesting him, he started to say it and then said something silly to cover it up. The scene where he is rebuffed by Skyler when he goes to kiss him he has tears in his eyes before he pushes him down and licks his neck. I really want Cirrus to talk to Skyler I think Skyler will understand. I can't wait to find out what happens in the next chapter. This is a very emotionally charged chapter!
GRRR RAWR MANGAGO PLS LET US EDIT LIKES AND DISLIKES
I wanted to like, sorry
i don’t think he felt slighted by skylar as much as him pushing skylar down n stuff was lowkey him reenacting his own molestation. pretty sad stuff
I absolutely love Leewon sooo much!!! He is a strong Uke and has a great personality he always stands up for himself which is refreshing sometimes as some Uke's in other stories don't stand out as much and get overwhelmed by the Seme. As always the art is absolutely gorgeous, chef's kiss!!!
This story was sexy, beautifully written with lovely artwork and meaningful moments between the characters. There was definitely that dark undertone that would go with a story such as this. The main characters had their own reasons for being in the porn industry. The two most heartbreaking moments for me were when Ed spurned Creed with all his anger spewing forth and when Ed was raped by Chang. I am glad there was a happy ending thanks so much for bringing this thought provoking story for all to read!!
My heart is breaking for Yeonwu as he seems resigned to never get love from the man he likes!!!
Don't forget why he has that weird hairdo. His father said he was too feminine looking with his pretty curly hair when he was little and told him to be like him, A Big Bad Manly Man!! Pretty sure that's why he acts the way he does because of his poop dad!
Well, I am guilty of loving BJ Alex and have bought all the English translated Manhwa's that are available! I disliked Alex for a while as well but Jakeyoung is on a whole different level. I love Doc Dan and think he is a real sweetheart and I will just treat this story as a guilty pleasure as Jakeyoung is a total jerk for the most part but I have hope for the future that he will become a better human being towards Doc Dan!