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lmao you could see the genre shift when he saw that photo album he thought he was in a slice-of-life drama, actually it was a thriller

To be honest I dropped the novel because the ML constantly SA’d the MC (in the first life) and was pretty rough with him in this life. Like MC had to teach ML how to prepare him so sex wouldn’t be painful but the ML would get impatient and just go in. The reason they ended up dying in the first life was that a portal opened up so MC’s goal was to convince ML to move.

I would have preferred Mc wasn’t captured right away. Bro had Stockholm Syndrome u_u


Honestly it’s been years since I read the beginning so I might have some things wrong but those details were true.

THIS is what I mean when I say I want enemies to lovers

is anyone else struggling to understand what the characters are talking about in the latest chapters? I think I only caught 25% of everything.

bruh it’s been 62 chapters and he still doesn’t understand he brought this upon himself how dense can you get

Wait if they’re 6 years apart (currently 24 and turning 30), then how can they be 10 and 20 in the flashback? Did the author make a mistake or did the translators?

Went a read the novel, cried my eyes out. If you guys don’t like seme now, oh boy you guys are in for it.

If anyone needs to heal their soul from this, there’s a fan-made sequel where Zhizhu and the doctor get their happy ending in the next life :,(

https://www.facebook.com/102105715080539/posts/fanmade-based-on-10-years-that-i-loved-you-the-mostauthor-abrilthanks-johann-cas/130755268882250/

Kana confuses the eff out of me. I feel like he’s gaslighting me. This needed a long grovel arc instead of Naho caving immediately like a doormat. What the hell kind of comment is “objectively you’re average but you’re cute to me”? That’s basically calling him ugly, and he said it to his friends… How can you say that about someone you like… he didn’t even apologize.

spoilers in this link(paste it into google translate):

https://m.blog.naver.com/PostView.naver?blogId=colorazi&logNo=223390987834&proxyReferer= https:%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2F&trackingCode=external

Can someone tell me if ML actually sent the rope or was it a misunderstanding? Does ML know the truth? Kind of hate that the details of the past are so vague bc ngl if he sent the rope that’s kind of an unforgivable offense and I’m pretty sure that is the act that finally broke Solan

i bought the original video years when it came out and then they took it down almost immediately. ngl still pissed about that I’m going to pirate it and the novel from now on

MC is so good-looking. Praying they don’t uke-fy him. Let us keep our buff king

“better translation” has me gagged

The story is really good, but ngl I wish the cover was different. Couldn’t they use the adult version of him?

bruh they’re not even communicating right in the epilogue

I hate the trope of MCs forgiving abusive parents because they were “justified” in the abuse. ESPECIALLY when the MCs apologize to the abusive adults!!

NO the childhood trauma affected him into adulhood! that doesn’t go away just cause the aunt actually felt guilty all along

idk if the alpha is meant to be charismatic while sexually harassing the MC? but he’s just coming off as a weirdo. the boss pissed me off too. he was harassing your employee right in front of you and you tell him you hope they get along???

Doha is definitely behind the memory losses. Maybe he started to gain consciousness after the others and due to some reason (jealousy is a simple explanation but it could be more sinister) he sabotaged them so they couldn’t win the game. Bada might be the “last one standing” because he managed to make Doha forget but it caused him to forget his other teammates (I think Doha was working on making him forget too hence the “memory issues” mentioned).

Makes me wonder what exactly is Doha’s save feature? The others seem to have tapes except Doha. Could it be that if he kills the killer he remembers? That’s the only thing I can think of.

Could someone tell me if we’re to the part where uke remembers his past life? I’ve been letting this marinate.