belsefar December 30, 2024 10:56 am

If anyone needs to heal their soul from this, there’s a fan-made sequel where Zhizhu and the doctor get their happy ending in the next life :,(

https://www.facebook.com/102105715080539/posts/fanmade-based-on-10-years-that-i-loved-you-the-mostauthor-abrilthanks-johann-cas/130755268882250/

    cwtsx January 9, 2025 5:52 am

    WHERE. PLEASE TELL ME

belsefar December 30, 2024 8:06 am

Kana confuses the eff out of me. I feel like he’s gaslighting me. This needed a long grovel arc instead of Naho caving immediately like a doormat. What the hell kind of comment is “objectively you’re average but you’re cute to me”? That’s basically calling him ugly, and he said it to his friends… How can you say that about someone you like… he didn’t even apologize.

    kamisama December 30, 2024 8:13 am

    Ikr he’s a piece of shit bf honestly cuz he didn’t even acknowledge kaho’s hurt

belsefar December 30, 2024 2:25 am

spoilers in this link(paste it into google translate):

https://m.blog.naver.com/PostView.naver?blogId=colorazi&logNo=223390987834&proxyReferer= https:%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2F&trackingCode=external

belsefar December 29, 2024 3:52 pm

Can someone tell me if ML actually sent the rope or was it a misunderstanding? Does ML know the truth? Kind of hate that the details of the past are so vague bc ngl if he sent the rope that’s kind of an unforgivable offense and I’m pretty sure that is the act that finally broke Solan

    Twips January 5, 2025 5:53 am

    It wasn't a rope it was a scarf. He did send the scarf but he didnt put much thought into it. It wasnt supposed to be a "hey go kys" gift like Hasolan thought it was. The details of their past will be revealed as the story goes on.

    belsefar January 6, 2025 2:24 pm
    It wasn't a rope it was a scarf. He did send the scarf but he didnt put much thought into it. It wasnt supposed to be a "hey go kys" gift like Hasolan thought it was. The details of their past will be revealed ... Twips

    Ok that makes sense to be honest I didn’t know it was a scarf so the design really confused me. I just know contextually that in Chinese dramas if the concubine is given “a yard of white silk” by the Emperor it means he wants her to commit suicide. Idk if it is the same in Korea but maybe that’s why Solan misunderstood?

belsefar December 29, 2024 9:57 am

i bought the original video years when it came out and then they took it down almost immediately. ngl still pissed about that I’m going to pirate it and the novel from now on

    Fatigue March 7, 2025 6:37 am

    What was the original?

    belsefar March 7, 2025 3:58 pm
    What was the original? Fatigue

    it was original an animated short film. it was up for maybe a week but they took it down because people were pirating. dumb logic imo bc they got rid of the legal way to purchase it and the pirated versions are still around after.

belsefar December 29, 2024 9:40 am

MC is so good-looking. Praying they don’t uke-fy him. Let us keep our buff king

    nugget December 29, 2024 1:37 pm

    Dw this author won’t

    starboymiles December 30, 2024 6:30 am

    He’s already an uke

    nugget December 30, 2024 1:08 pm

    Pretty sure they just meant like turning him into a twink or smt

    belsefar January 1, 2025 10:19 am
    Pretty sure they just meant like turning him into a twink or smt nugget

    yep! that’s what I meant I just didn’t want it turning into a debate so I didn’t reply haha

    starboymiles January 4, 2025 7:13 am
    yep! that’s what I meant I just didn’t want it turning into a debate so I didn’t reply haha belsefar

    Alright

belsefar December 29, 2024 9:37 am

“better translation” has me gagged

    Ji8STAR December 29, 2024 6:13 pm

    I mean..it was better translated HAHAHAH so they didn't lie

belsefar December 29, 2024 9:34 am

The story is really good, but ngl I wish the cover was different. Couldn’t they use the adult version of him?

    Cool Lime December 29, 2024 10:24 am

    IKR ITS GIVING PEDO I FEEL GUILTY EVERYTIME I TOUCH THE COVER

    Eyo it's ya boi December 29, 2024 10:51 am
    IKR ITS GIVING PEDO I FEEL GUILTY EVERYTIME I TOUCH THE COVER Cool Lime

    Your immediate conclusion being that is a little scary ngl.

    belsefar December 29, 2024 11:19 am
    IKR ITS GIVING PEDO I FEEL GUILTY EVERYTIME I TOUCH THE COVER Cool Lime

    nah fr why is he in bondage and everything. especially since I don’t think anything will happen until they are grown (from the spoilers).

    Mimi December 29, 2024 3:01 pm
    Your immediate conclusion being that is a little scary ngl. Eyo it's ya boi

    I think they meant it’s giving shota which is ew

    Cool Lime December 31, 2024 1:02 am
    Your immediate conclusion being that is a little scary ngl. Eyo it's ya boi

    There's so many pedo shit going on this site, i don't think I'm in wrong to be interrogative.

    Mimi December 31, 2024 3:59 am
    There's so many pedo shit going on this site, i don't think I'm in wrong to be interrogative. Cool Lime

    There used to be a shota tag on here too

    aki January 1, 2025 4:34 pm
    Your immediate conclusion being that is a little scary ngl. Eyo it's ya boi

    fr

    Adam January 1, 2025 6:14 pm
    There used to be a shota tag on here too Mimi

    Used to be?

    Mimi January 1, 2025 8:36 pm
    Used to be? Adam

    ?

    Adam January 2, 2025 12:18 pm
    ? Mimi

    I didn't notice it was gone! I checked after this comment. But did they just remove the tag and left all the shota in, just making it more difficult to avoid, or did they also remove everything with the shota tag, is what I'm wondering now

    Mimi January 2, 2025 3:49 pm
    I didn't notice it was gone! I checked after this comment. But did they just remove the tag and left all the shota in, just making it more difficult to avoid, or did they also remove everything with the shota t... Adam

    Oh ok I was confused yeah they just took the tag to make it harder to find but it’s a shame they still left that cursed shit still on here

belsefar December 7, 2024 3:15 pm

bruh they’re not even communicating right in the epilogue

belsefar December 7, 2024 6:43 am

I hate the trope of MCs forgiving abusive parents because they were “justified” in the abuse. ESPECIALLY when the MCs apologize to the abusive adults!!

NO the childhood trauma affected him into adulhood! that doesn’t go away just cause the aunt actually felt guilty all along

    Furrina December 7, 2024 6:50 am

    He never forgave the aunt. Both Otoha and Asanaga told him to not bother with it. Asanaga met her because she is the only fanily he has left, but they are close with Otoha, not his parents.

    belsefar December 7, 2024 7:02 am
    He never forgave the aunt. Both Otoha and Asanaga told him to not bother with it. Asanaga met her because she is the only fanily he has left, but they are close with Otoha, not his parents. Furrina

    he does though. in chapter 6 he tells otoha he’ll try his best to reconcile with her. he asks if he’s intruding, and thinks in his head why he won’t stop hoping (because he wants her affection and isn’t even mad about how he got treated). when the seme tries to call her out/confront her he stops him because he’s “making her uncomfortable”.

    i’ve only read the first volume but it’s pretty obvious the mangaka is giving her excuses for her. not mad at the uke but I’m more mad for him.

    Ami December 7, 2024 7:29 am
    he does though. in chapter 6 he tells otoha he’ll try his best to reconcile with her. he asks if he’s intruding, and thinks in his head why he won’t stop hoping (because he wants her affection and isn’t... belsefar

    I mean did you miss the part immediately following this where Asanaga tells him he doesn't actually have to forgive her? And then goes on to explain that reconciliation comes from both sides wanting it, and that doing it for Otoha wouldn't ACTUALLY make either of them happy. In the latest chapter, Otoha is clearly hesitant to bring up his mom because he knows Yanagi hasn't forgiven her. I get the sentiment and hate that setup too, but I just don't feel this is that. I don't think Yanagi forgave her. He said he wasn't going to see her again. Seems like he cut off the family besides Otoha.

    Furrina December 7, 2024 11:26 am
    I mean did you miss the part immediately following this where Asanaga tells him he doesn't actually have to forgive her? And then goes on to explain that reconciliation comes from both sides wanting it, and tha... Ami

    Exactly... Forgiving the aunt had nothing to actually forgiving her but more like letting go of the resentment because he was only hurting himself. Thanks to the aunt, Yanagi had grown distrustful of others and would never open his heart to anyone.

    Asanaga wanted Yanagi to let go of the past and start the healing process. Yanagi has cut off ties with that part of his life, but she is still Otoha's and Otoha is very much a part of their lives.

    Furrina December 7, 2024 11:26 am
    Exactly... Forgiving the aunt had nothing to actually forgiving her but more like letting go of the resentment because he was only hurting himself. Thanks to the aunt, Yanagi had grown distrustful of others and... Furrina

    Still Otoha's mom**

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