
To be honest I dropped the novel because the ML constantly SA’d the MC (in the first life) and was pretty rough with him in this life. Like MC had to teach ML how to prepare him so sex wouldn’t be painful but the ML would get impatient and just go in. The reason they ended up dying in the first life was that a portal opened up so MC’s goal was to convince ML to move.
I would have preferred Mc wasn’t captured right away. Bro had Stockholm Syndrome u_u
Honestly it’s been years since I read the beginning so I might have some things wrong but those details were true.

If anyone needs to heal their soul from this, there’s a fan-made sequel where Zhizhu and the doctor get their happy ending in the next life :,(
https://www.facebook.com/102105715080539/posts/fanmade-based-on-10-years-that-i-loved-you-the-mostauthor-abrilthanks-johann-cas/130755268882250/

Kana confuses the eff out of me. I feel like he’s gaslighting me. This needed a long grovel arc instead of Naho caving immediately like a doormat. What the hell kind of comment is “objectively you’re average but you’re cute to me”? That’s basically calling him ugly, and he said it to his friends… How can you say that about someone you like… he didn’t even apologize.
tbh it kind of drives me crazy that everyone keeps trying to convince him to stay, when in their eyes the crown prince seems to be fairly amorous and takes a bunch of lovers? if that were my friend i’d be helping pack the bags.
Same, I would've helped him to escape-