it feels like someone ripped my chest open, yanked my heart out, beat me to the ground with my still beating heart, threw my heart on the ground, stomped on me and my heart multiple times, grabbed a knife, stabbed me and my heart, then grabbed a machine gun and shot at my heart and i even after ive already died. i regret nothing but i regret everything at the same time. i just wanna be left alone now.
so true. when i first finished it i legit think it's the worst heartache i ever had for a manga and it lasted a whole two months. the pain, the emptiness the sadness it's just so so bad. i still feel it sometimes when i think of this story even though its nowhere near as bad as the first time. it'll get better for you too hopefully. ;-;;
i lowkey dont ship mo and he tian in a romantic way. i feel like old xian is kinda making Mo seem super vulnerable just for He Tian to kinda idk “give him strength”. and its already proven that Mo is a very strong boy, it just turns out hes hurting.
and trust me, i dont mind characters showing their vulnerabilities AT ALL, thats what makes characters grow. but i feel like people think he tian is gonna make things so much better just because he’s Mo’s love interest.
idk thats all on me. this is a BL either way so ofc theyll probably end up together.
also i miss zhan and jian maybe im just biased bc i like the og couple a lot more and they still need their story finished too.
I think both Mo and He Tian need each other not just Mo, they’re both being vulnerable towards each other which is surprising since they’re both very strong characters. Both “couples” stories are collided so they’re being told in a equal pace.
some of y'all still want ed x Chang? are u thick in the head???
y'all don't understand how DAMAGING getting sexually abused is. the fact some of these comments are disregarding the fact that chang just raped ed is unbelieveable.
this may be a work of fiction, but if you think supporting a relationship based on rape is okay, then you need to get ur damn head outta the clouds.
I mean... i was shocked to see how people shipped Chang with Ed even before the rape.
He was already ruining Ed’s life with that debt but these people didn’t care about that.
these uploaders are going out of their way to give us the chapters why are yall being so damn ungrateful??? if yall gonna act like this just buy the official chapters, leave the uploaders alone