
drop the most depressing/heart wrenching yaoi/bl you know, i wanna feel pain and cry myself to sleep lol

Idk this isn't the most probably but yea it's sad
Haruka Tooki Ie
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/

if you want angst and mental torture for yourself https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/solo_for_two_mature/

This is not entirely make you cry or pain but it did hurt me..
And most of the sad parts are near ending so umm I'll just put it here if you want to read it hehe
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/be_the_bad_boss_s_man/
someone please recommend me yaoi/bl stories with seme that has a personality? like bright or feisty (lol) not one of those stoic or indifferent tops which is getting kinda boring to me tbh
these are quite popular but if you haven’t tried—Cherry Magic and One Room TA!!
Rainbow city
Paljae
Stigmata
Perfect Buddy
Wolf in the house
Don't mess with the puppy
Hounds of sisyphus